End of Summer: The inner workings of Leeann
The end of summer is finally here, and what a summer it has been.
Where was I this time last year....about the same place. I seem to have come full circle. It's funny to see where I have come from. Here's a little view.
4-6-05 : " I'm dying in this half-life,
as the world keeps spinning,
life keeps winning
and all I wish for is for someone
to see ME.
See me before I fade away
into a distant memory.
Lost among the starry sky,
watching the world continue as if
my existance did not matter.
But really it didn't.
So here it goes,
I'm finally gone,
but who cares?
I was barely alive to begin with.
6-13-05 : "After all my time of not wanting needing a boyfriend. I found a moment where I was thinking that I wanted one. But then I felt sick to my stomach at the idea that I even thought I wanted to make time for someone else. I barely have time to just relax, unless I cut class or work or if I don't sleep ever."
Letters to Myself
8-14-05: AFO Last Year
8-28-05: "'Oh my god, is that a hoe?'"
10-28-05 : "I have singles."
12-9-05 : "Mel: Some lady just called our store telling us that a man ejaculated in front of her."
2-27-06: "If only I don't suffocate"
3-24-06: "I thought everything was okay but my life is falling apart in front of my eyes and I can't do anything about it right now. And now I have a headache."
5-13-06 : "Oh and I got to keep this Hello Kitty necklace someone lost but didn't claim."
5-17-06 : "Words won't help but condolences to Daryl and his family."
6-11-06: "Party today."
8-5-06: "Thank you for the best summer I have ever had. But I'm not going to act as if nothing happened. I can't just be friends right away."
Fin.
i'm not alright
Where was I this time last year....about the same place. I seem to have come full circle. It's funny to see where I have come from. Here's a little view.
4-6-05 : " I'm dying in this half-life,
as the world keeps spinning,
life keeps winning
and all I wish for is for someone
to see ME.
See me before I fade away
into a distant memory.
Lost among the starry sky,
watching the world continue as if
my existance did not matter.
But really it didn't.
So here it goes,
I'm finally gone,
but who cares?
I was barely alive to begin with.
6-13-05 : "After all my time of not wanting needing a boyfriend. I found a moment where I was thinking that I wanted one. But then I felt sick to my stomach at the idea that I even thought I wanted to make time for someone else. I barely have time to just relax, unless I cut class or work or if I don't sleep ever."
Letters to Myself
8-14-05: AFO Last Year
8-28-05: "'Oh my god, is that a hoe?'"
10-28-05 : "I have singles."
12-9-05 : "Mel: Some lady just called our store telling us that a man ejaculated in front of her."
2-27-06: "If only I don't suffocate"
3-24-06: "I thought everything was okay but my life is falling apart in front of my eyes and I can't do anything about it right now. And now I have a headache."
5-13-06 : "Oh and I got to keep this Hello Kitty necklace someone lost but didn't claim."
5-17-06 : "Words won't help but condolences to Daryl and his family."
6-11-06: "Party today."
8-5-06: "Thank you for the best summer I have ever had. But I'm not going to act as if nothing happened. I can't just be friends right away."
Fin.
i'm not alright