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sorry everyone if i've been an ass lately. i'm kinda in a funk right now. i'll get over it soon hopefully ( Read more... )

ok, its not really an illness, more like a lack of self-confidence. but i've felt like i'm not enough. like the only reason people give me attention is by default ( Read more... )

i don't know what it is, but if i ever want to feel sorrow, all i have to do is read chel's journal. nothing aganst her, but i thought my life sucks....jeez. if chel is reading this, nothing personal, seriously. but...man, i...i cany even... comprehend that kind of sorrow. i'd like to go on the record to say that if there is anything....ANYTHING i ( Read more... )

right. cari, fuck you. thats all i really want to say to you. as far as i'm concerned. this is you'r doing ( Read more... )

"LEO: others seek you out, but understand that you are in the position where you might want to say little and listen alot. you might not want to do this, but you will gain ultimately.be gentile with someone at a distance"

-Quae nocent, saepe docent

right, i'm hanging out with sean jenn and jesse. suddenly, buckley rushes up, pulls sean aside, and starts talking to him in a rapid, hushed tone......oh well, none of my buisness right? so anyway, the day is pretty uneventfull so far. nobody has asked me about this dumbass " love afair". seriously, if i find out who started this, they and i are ( Read more... )

why do i get the feeling that things are going really wrong ( Read more... )

yo, just here for an update.
i just got back from the banquet. it was fun. the best part was the video. i got to see some funny stuff. and i saw a nice picture of chel. she'd be happy, she has straight hair in it. heh, she really doesent seem to think she makes for good photography. oh well. thats all for me today.

-Quae nocent, saepe docent

GAH, where is everyone!!??
there is nobody online, well. except brandon. i really don't want to talk to him right now. its weird, it seems anytime someone tells me something and gets my hopes up, someone has to shoot me down. eh, oh well. only time can show the real future

Quae nocent, saepe docent