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[hopeless_manet]

im ashamed of myself. ashamed of having a heart that lets people in.. ashamed of wanting to find a heart that wont crush mine.. ashemed of falling for the idea of love, and especially ashamed of letting people know.. because thats why people keep hurting me

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[frantic_eyes]

People are shit. Trusting people gets you nothing but pain. Ive been single for almost a year now. It sucks, but theres no heartbreak. By the way, let me know if you find out whos leaving you those comments. I need a way to release my anger.

[hopeless_manet]

i dont know whos leaving the comments.. but i do know that someone is sitting there with her equally bastart friend and laughing at my entires and talking shit about how i whine too much. well no fucking shit. its my journal. its what its there for.. if i wanna whine what business is it of theirs... i wouldnt be surprised if those comments did come from them... i cant wait to see her out on the street somewhere.. so i could spit on her.

[jadeylady]

Hey Manet,

This is Jade from The hideaway, I came across your journel as you are one of Ana's friends, Just wanted to say that you seem so sweet from what I have read, I hope you feel better soon, I could really relate to what you wrote

*hugs

[hopeless_manet]

thanks hun... ive been feeling like crap for a few days now and i just couldnt take it anymore. i had to spill it somewhere or somehow. i was trying so hard not to cry and that didnt even work.. i just broke down. life is such a bitch sometimes. :( thank you for the comment...

[jadeylady]

Hey Manet,

This is Jade from The hideaway, I came across your journal as you are one of Ana's friends, Just wanted to say that you seem so sweet from what I have read, I hope you feel better soon, I could really relate to what you wrote

*hugs

[sfproductions]

I don't think you're a monster. i think you are a wonderfully talented, sweet, beautiful person.

We all hurt. I've been hurting for a while now. And I totally understand.

You, like me, just have to pick yourself up, dust yourself off, and square your shoulders and say "Fuck you, everyone!"

*hugs*

Once I make it to Cali, I owe you a dinner, movie, and a hug.