havent updated in a while.. my pc doesnt work.. cant chat, cant draw, cant do anything on it. it cant be fixed for a while.. about 2 weeks.. cuz my brother is gonna fix it and hes in russia right now ( Read more... )

so my linkin park tickets went to waste. 200 bucks.. down the drain. i was so upset all day yesterda but... i couldnt really do anything. it was my moms birthday yesterday and we took her to a sushi bar.. one of those ones where the chefs cook right in front of you in a private room and they do all these tricks and stuff.. anyway.. it was cool but ( Read more... )

its 1am.. i just got home from ralphs.. my dad was refusing to go to sleep without his dose of ice cream. we went and bought like almost 40 bucks worth of ice cream and im 100% sure it will not last him until thursday. my dad is an ice cream freak. i had an okay day today until about 8:30ish... i was at work and our boss came in.. and she was ( Read more... )

do u ever wonder how u know that u love someone ( Read more... )

i saw u in my dream again
u held my hand..
something ive been wishing would happen since the day i saw u.
i love dreams..
but i love them even more when youre in them
u kissed me..
so many times
and when i woke up
i was so upset with myself..
i wanted it to be real
so bad.

i feel so alone.
so rejected.
unwanted.
even by those who love me the most..

i feel so ashamed.
so neglected.
unwanted.
by people who know nothing at all.

All around me are familiar faces ( Read more... )

its everything. its my life... its what i am .. what im not. its how i feel.. how others see me.. its what i dont know how to handle anymore. its everything ( Read more... )

my mind is a blank ( Read more... )

i gave my projekt revolution tickets to my brother today so he could sell them on ebay ( Read more... )