hm. i like driving at night alone when there's no one else on the road.

and i also like ( this picture )

guess what kiddos!!!!

I GOT MY LICENSE TODAY!!!!!and...last night, while i was at farrell's house learning the trick he wants me to do for his video, i fell into the box and he tried to catch me and he fell on top. i hit the back of my ear on the corner and now i have a huge lump and i can hardly move my neck. farrell happened to hit his face ( Read more... )

well, i finally decided to write after god knows how long ( Read more... )

hm. these past couple of days have been quite mediocre ( Read more... )

oh, it's fuckin on like donkey kong, bitch.

because when kelli puts on her shiny ( shoes )

last night, farrell took alex and me to the boardwalk to see TIFFANY.

was i excited? yes.
impressed? no.
disappointed? very.

her rendition of call me by blondie was awful. but everything looked up once she sang i think we're alone now.

all in all, i'd say it was a good night.

...it starts to hurt when the only time i've been called attractive is by a boy that's drunk.

i don't know how long i've been staring at this blank screen wondering what to write.

i feel bad. i feel really fucked up in the head. i never thought that this is what i would want out of the friendship i cherish so much. i don't want this. i hate the way i feel whenever i'm around you. i hate the awkward glances. i hate feeling you ( Read more... )

so i haven't written a real entry in a while. what a better time to do so than now ( Read more... )

...fuck this shit, i'm goin bladin!