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Sep 20, 2004 15:02

I have nothing of interest to write currently. I'm just spending all day working on an essay. I've decided to do lots of surveys.

They are

THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT
Something important on your desk: My Cell Phone. My Computer.
When you sleep you wear: Depends. Sometimes, shorts and a shirt, sometimes...much less.
If you could afford it at the moment, you would buy: An apartment in New York
Something you don't have a lot of: Self Confidence
If your house was burning and you could only save 3 items what would they be: Well..other than the living things, nothing is really important enough to try and save.

MORALS
If there were no side effects, you would enjoy being addicted to: Nothing. How could someone enjoy being addicted to something?
A time when you purposly hurt someone emotionally: Well...I never know when I hurt someone emotionally. Ive never tried, as well.
A time you accidentally hurt someone emotionally: I don't know.
One person you have killed in your thoughts: Too many people to name.

FRIENDS:
Three traits you look for in a friend: Makes me laugh, trustworthy, understanding.
Who makes you laugh most often: Brad
A friend who you can tell anything: Probably Casey/Kayla
A friend you can got to for advice: Again, Casey/Kayla
The best piece of advice you had been given: "Never poop in public"
two closest friends: Its a tie between 5 or 6 people.
The friend who uses most of your energy: Hm...not really sure.

EGO
Your 3 best qualities: Open minded, I can take a joke, and I'm trustworthy.
Your 3 worst qualities: Insecure, shy, I usually don't speak up for myself.
Describe your Ideal self: Confident.
You are embarassed when: I speak my mind and people stomp all over me for it.
The greatest physical pain you ever endured: Strep Throat, Ear Infections.
The greatest emotional pain you ever endured: Um...I don't know..
Moment you are most ashamed of: Oh there have been a few.
Your best physical feature: I don't know.
Who/What makes you happy: knowing that people care about me.
Who/what makes you sad: thinking that others don't.

EMOTIONS
Emotion you hide most: Insecurity.
The emotion you tend to experience most: Sadness(and I hate that).
The emotion you are feeling most lately: Happiness
You have a huge amount of guilt regarding: How much I've lied to people.
When you are angry you need: Someone to vent to.
When you are sentimental you need: Someone to hug.
When you are in love you need: N/A

MEMORIES
One of your most peaceful memories: Laying out on my trampoline when I was younger. Something about it was really peaceful.
One of your most tragic memories: Dying family members.
One of your angriest memories: I don't remember. Probably hitting a family member.
A memory that makes you laugh: Anything with the Williamstown Kids
A memory that makes you happy:Again, anything with the Williamstown Kids
Something someone can say or do that you find extremely attractive: Hugging me really tight.
Something someone can say or do that you find unattractive: Acting really trashy and/or angry.
Two things appealing about people: Height, Eyes.
A personality trait you find appealing: Sense of humor, willingness to laugh at themselves.
Your secret passion: Um...I'd say something along the lines of performing.
What you enjoy most about having a committed relationship: N/A

RELATING
DO you have a bf/gf if yes who? Nope.
What do you find sexy about them:
A place where you want to have sex: How blunt. Uhm...How about a BED
A strange place where you have had sex: N/A
What drives you crazy (in a good way) about this person:
What music is on when you have sex, or is it the tv?:
Favorite song to have sex to: I haven't yet, but I suppose the some kind of erotic music.
Describe your mate physicaly:
Describle your mate's personality:
You feel most attractive when: People compliment me.
Favorite thing you like to see your mate wear (clothing wise don't say naked):
What would you like your mate to do more of:

FINALLY
If you had more time alone you would: I think the problem is I have too much time alone.
If you had more patience you would: Clean my room.
If you could change one thing about your physical appearance what would it be: I'd be smaller.
If you had no committments what would you be doing: Looking for some. Commitments are what keep me going.
If you could have one super power what would it be: Flying.
If you could start all over....: I would have not taken so many things for granted.

One More:

Are you named after anyone?: Um...I'm not sure.
What's your screename?: Greatness2030
Would you name a child of yours after you?: NEVER! Poor child.
If you were born a member of the opposite sex what would your name be?:I would hope to be something like a Shannon or Jessie
If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: Jack
Are there any mispronounciations/typos that ppl do w/ your name constantly?: People tend to think i spell my name with the last letter(s) of I, or IE, never Y.
Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: Possibly.
Basics
Your gender:: Male
Straight/Gay/Bi:: Gay
Single?: Yes. I'd rather not be, though.
If not, do you want to be?: ^
Birthdate:: 4/16/88
Your age:: 16
Age you act:: I cannot pinpoint a specific age..but i'd like to think I act much older than I am.
Age you wish you were:: 21
Your height:: 5'9"
Eye color:: Brown
Happy with it?: Yes.
Hair color:: Brown
Happy with it?: Yes.
Lefty/righty/ambidextrous:: Lefty.
Your living arrangement:: Mom, Gma, Gpa, Brother.
Your family:: Too many to name
Have any pets?: Yes, Sassy(cat) and Maggie(dog)
Whats your job?: None. I hope to get one soon though.
Piercings?: No. I'd like to get an ear or tounge piercing, though.
Tattoos?: None. Never.
Obsessions?: Music. Food Network. Acceptance.
Addictions?: None that I can think of.
Do you speak another language?: I speak a little Spanish
Have a favorite quote?: "It's better to regret something you did do, rather than something you didnt"
Do you have a webpage?: I've got a couple that I haven't fucked with in years floating around.
Deep Thoughts About Life and You in it: Whatever I've typed in any of my journals over the years.
Do you live in the moment?: No. But I wish I did.
Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: Very
Do you have any secrets?: Yes.
Do you hate yourself?: No.
Do you like your handwriting?: Yeah.
Do you have any bad habits?: I can't think of any.
What is the compliment you get from most people?: "You're so cute"(blah)
If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: Probably something along the lines of "Gay and Desperate"
What's your biggest fear?: Being Heavy(weightwise)
Can you sing?: No. But I do anyway.
Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: God I hope not. If I do it's not to my knowledge.
Are you a loner?: Eh...depends on the situation.
What are your #1 priorities in life?: Not failing.
If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: Maybe. I'm hard to get along with sometimes.
Are you a daredevil?: Not generally.
Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: I fear gaining weight (loss of controll) and I hate that I'm moody as fuck.
Are you passive or agressive?: Passive emotionally sometimes but I can get pretty damn agressive.
Do you have a journal?: Yes.
What is your greatest strength and weakness?: Strength: What Intelligence I have. Weakness: Lack of self-esteem
If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: I wouldn't be so worried all the time.
Do you think you are emotionally strong?: Yes. To an extent.
Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: A few people i've met...that's about all.
Do you think life has been good so far?: It's about fifty-fifty.
What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: Saying no to people who step all over me.
What do you like the most about your body?:
And least?: Stomach. Thighs.
Do you think you are good looking?: Depends on the day and how i'm feeling.
Are you confident?: Sometimes.
What is the fictional character you are most like?: Hm...Charlie, from the book "The Perks Of Being A Wallflower."
Are you perceived wrongly?: Yeah, by those who don't know me that well. People tend to think i'm really angry all of the time when in actuality i'm not.
Do You...
Smoke?: No
Do drugs?: No
Read the newspaper?: When its here.
Pray?: No.
Go to church?: Not for a long while.
Talk to strangers who IM you?: Yeah, until they start getting on my nerves.
Sleep with stuffed animals?: No. But I sleep with a pillow I made in 8th grade.
Take walks in the rain?: When I've got someone to walk with.
Talk to people even though you hate them?: If they approach me I will talk to them briefly and vaugely.
Drive?: Yes.
Like to drive fast?: I dont like to drive fast...but I do when i'm rushed.
Would or Have You Ever?
Liked your voice?: Not really
Hurt yourself?: No
Been out of the country?: Yes. Canada counts, damnit!
Eaten something that made other people sick?: Yeah.
Been in love?: I dunno.
Done drugs?: Painkillers.
Gone skinny dipping?: Yes! Too Good!
Had a medical emergency?: No.
Had surgery?: No.
Ran away from home?: No.
Played strip poker?: Not yet.
Gotten beaten up?: No.
Beaten someone up?: Nope
Been picked on?: Yes.
Been on stage?: Yes.
Slept outdoors?: Yes.
Thought about suicide?:Nope.
Pulled an all nighter?: Ha.
If yes, what is your record?: 52 hours.
Gone one day without food?: Yes. Mostly when i'm sick, but it's happend other times as well.
Talked on the phone all night?: No.
Slept together with the opposite sex w/o actually having sex?: No.
Slept all day?: No.
Killed someone?: No.
Made out with a stranger?: Pretty much(fat jamie)
Had sex with a stranger?: No.
Thought you're going crazy?: Yes.
Kissed the same sex?: Yes.
Done anything sexual with the same sex?: Is making out considered sexual?
Been betrayed?: Yes.
Had a dream that came true?: Yes. More often than not
Met a famous person?: Yes.
Have you ever killed an animal by accident?: That poor racoon...
On purpose?: No.
Told a secret you swore you wouldn't tell?: Yeah, but either because I trusted the other person I was talking to.
Stolen anything?: Yes.
Been on radio/tv?: Both
Been in a mosh-pit?: Yes.
Had a nervous breakdown?: No.
Bungee jumped?: No. It would be fun though.
Had a dream that kept coming back?: Yes.
Believe in life on other planets?: No
Miracles?: Yes.
Astrology?: No.
Magic?: No.
God?: Yes
Satan?: Yes.
Santa?: No.
Ghosts?: Yes.
Luck?: Yes.
Love at first sight?: No.
Yin and yang (that good cant exist w/o bad)?: Yes, how would you know what bad or good was without the other.
Witches?: Yeah.
Easter bunny?: No.
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?: Yes.
Believe theres a pot of gold at the end of a rainbow?: No.
Do you wish on stars?: Occasionally.
Deep Theological Questions
Do you believe in the traditional view of Heaven and Hell?:Yes.
Do you think God has a gender?: No.
Do you believe in organized religion?:Yes
Where do you think we go when we die?: Heaven or Hell.
Friends
Do you have any gay/lesbian friends?: Yes.
Who is your best friend?: There are about 5 or 6
Who's the one person that knows most about you?: Probably Brad
What's the best advice that anyone has ever given to you?: I don't know.
Your favourite inside joke?: Wanna Do It?
Thing you're picked on most about?: "Being in a bad mood all of the time"
Who's your longest known friend?: Brad
Newest?: Jack and Kayla
Shyest?: Kayla.
Funniest?: Brad.
Sweetest?: Casey.
Closest?: Brad/Casey/Kayla.
Weirdest?: Kayla, only because she looks up kinky sex stuff online.
Smartest?: Probably Casey
Ditziest?: Tie between Jack and Brittany
Friends you miss being close to the most?: Jack.
Last person you talked to online?: Jade.
Who do you talk to most online?: Brad/Casey/Kayla
Who are you on the phone with most?: I am a nazi of the phone..
Who do you trust most?: Casey
Who listens to your problems?: Kayla.
Who do you fight most with?: Probably Jack.
Who's the nicest?: Brittany.
Who's on your shit-list?: I dont have a defined set of people who are on a shit list...people are just irritating in general.
Have you ever thought of having sex with a friend?: Yes? :(
Who's your second family?: Jack,Casey,Kayla,Brad,Brittany
Do you always feel understood?: Not always.
Who's the loudest friend?: Kayla.
Do you trust others easily?: Depends.
Who's house were you last at?: Casey's.
Name one person who's arms you feel safe in: Hm...not sure..
Do your friends know you?: for the most part yes.
Friend that lives farthest away: probably Brittany
Love and All That
Do you consider love a mistake?: Never. It wasen't a mistake in the moment so It shouldent be afterword
What do you find romantic?: Lots of things.
Turn-on?: Hm. Someone who's sweet.
Turn-off?: Assholes
First kiss?: I HAVE NEVER BEEN KISSED IN MY LIFE.
If someone u had no interest in had interest in dating u how would u feel?: I would feel awful.
Do you prefer knowing someone before dating them: Sometimes.
Have u ever wished it was more socially acceptable for a girl to ask a guy out: I don't really care.
Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive: Yes.
Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking?: I don't care if they do. I hope the SAME sex does.
What is best about the opposite sex?: I dont know. Boobs?
What is the worst thing about the opposite sex?: Who knows.
What's the last present someone gave you?: Uhm...Jack gave me pants.
Who Was the Last Person...
That haunted you?: I dont know too many ghosts.
You wanted to kill?: Danny Cawley
That you laughed at?: Brad
That laughed at you?: Who knows.
You went shopping with?: Hm...that's too far back to remember.
That broke your heart?: I won't go there.
You saw a movie with?: I was supposed to see Resident Evil 2 with the port-a-posse, but they wouldent let us in.
You talked to on the phone?: Casey/Kayla
You talked to through IM/ICQ?: Brad
You saw?: Grandma while she was bitching about the Kia.
You lost?: hm. Jennifer
Right This Moment...
Are you going out?: No.
What are you wearing right now?: An orange shirt and black mesh shorts.
What are you worried about right now?: If i'm meeting up with Casey and Kayla at 4 or not.
What book are you reading?: Whatever I have to read for english in the next few days.
Use 5 words to describe how you're feeling:: Bored, lonely, dirty, achey, awake.
Are you bored?: Somewhat.

And that is that. I've done enough procrastinating. I should probably get back to my essay.
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