just an update about the weekend....

[hopelesslylost8]

ok so i went to erica's bd party on friday then slept over chelseas friday night. saturday we went to the superbowl and guess what.....BURNCOAT WON!!!! YEEEAH BABY!!! haha. we we're yelling the whole time and just having a good time. we went back to chelseas and mary asked if we wanted to go to the mall so we did. trevor and doug showed up so we

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[xcharmedp4]

aww nikki dont be sad. your not fat or ugly. and beleive me i know how that is, its like that with me and all of my friends, theyre all drop dead georgeous so of course everyone notices them and pushes me to the side. dont let it bother you, i promise if i ever go to the mall with you, ill get not-hit on too!!

[hopelesslylost8]

im just so sick of being forgotten. i mean at first i was the 3rd wheel and then i was the 5th wheel. i hate being the odd one out. i hate being single. i hate being fat. i hate being ugly. i hate being me.

[disturbedjackal]

i didnt mean to make you feel left out :( i'm really sooooorrry!

[disturbedjackal]

p.s. your not fat or ugly!

[xalone_n_hurtx]

NIKKITA!!! YOU ARE NOT UGLY OR FAT!! stop saying u are or im gonna have to go over there and tickle you!!! i know how u feel with the whole being the odd one out i am too all my friends except you have bfs and it annoys me when we go out how about me you and danni all go to the mall so we wont be the odd ones out sounds like a plan to me lol

[hopelesslylost8]

we should. cept chelsea should come. yep.

[xalone_n_hurtx]

yep she should

[hopelesslylost8]

then there would be 4 ppl and no one would get left out and we could all go have fun without worrying about ppl

[ripper457]

You'r not ugly, or fat, hon. Trust me, you are far more beautiful than you realize. I know that doesn't mean a whole lot coming from family, but you know that if you were dog ugly, I'd have no problem telling you so.

As far as all of that^^^ above this goes.....try to lighten up a little bit. BF's come and go, but trust me, I of all people know that taking your frustrations out on your friends just causes more problems, and can really hurt the friendship. If it weren't for my friends, and certain members of my family, I probably would have done something extremely stupid by now...

I'm not trying to tell you that you shouldn't be upset...I know what it's like to be overlooked, and forgotten; I know what it's like to be the one watching while others are being hit on, and flirted with. All I'm saying is that you should talk to Mary, and see about setting up some girl-time with her, w/o BF's. Getting into arguments won't solve anything. Trust me....I know.

Talk to you later, luv.

~S~

[hopelesslylost8]

im just so sick of being used and fogotten. the only person that calls and asks if i wanna ahng out for no reason at all is chelsea. everyone else calls just cuz their bored

[ripper457]

Could be worse; I call when i'm miserable. :)

~S~