Okay so fastforward a few days, and a lot more hours of sleep, after my mental breakdown.  Lots of things happened.

I did okay on my History of math final.  Now I gotta look at Abstract Algebra.  Sigh.

Ive spent the last couple days have a great time with my roomie.  Denise is amazing.  We go on little trips all the time.  And she makes cookies ( Read more... )

So tired of all of this shit.  And not just the school work.

I'm ready to go home.  Really really ready to go home.

I'm also cranky cuz Ive had 4 hours of sleep in the last 3 days.  No exaggeration

Its nice to be taken care of.

To be held and cuddled.  When you don't feel well, it means the world when someone holds you and strokes your hair.  and they seem to make you smile and laugh when nothing you think nothing can.  Most importantly, they take time out of their busy schedule to make time for you.  Even when you know they can't.

Thanks ( Read more... )

Officially overwhelmed.  Already going crazy.  A big mess.

Spent all of Monday doing my Unit plan.  Had a heart attack when at 1AM my computer froze and it wouldn't save and kept saying error.  But it turned out okay.  I was up until 3:30AM working on that.

Got up at 7:30AM for my observation in Jackson on Tuesday.  Came back at 11:00 and worked ( Read more... )

I got a volleyball magazine in my mailbox today.  I started leafing through it and then realized there wasnt a point to look at it anymore.  That made me sad.  Oh well.

It's getting to be that time of year.  Things are getting hectic, everyone is stressed.  Not to mention that things just seem to be going wrong for everyone.

So if you read this ( Read more... )

( Cuz I'm bored )

The X Game!
[x] I am a cuddler
[ ] I am a great dancer
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I am a perfectionist.
[ ] I am an only child.
[ ] I am Catholic.
[ ] I am currently in my pajamas.
[ ] I am currently pregnant.
[x ] I am currently single
[ x] I am currently suffering from a broken heart.
[ x] I am okay at styling other people's hair.
[ ] I am left handed.
[ ( Read more... )

I can't do this anymore.  I can't keep going around in circles, doing the same thing over and over and over agian.  I try to change, I tell myself I've changed, I even know that changing is the best thing for me!  And yet I find myself in the same situations, same spots, as I've been for the last year.

I think Im a masochist.  The problem is, I ( Read more... )

So I've been MIA lately.  Basically, Ive been confined to my room since Monday night.  I've been sick as hell.  I've barely been able to move.  I sleep all day, and get up and move around, and lay back down, and sleep some more.  I feel like Im dying.  I even wrote a poem.

RIP ELIZA

she didn't go to class, but sat on her ass, and she took a lot of ( Read more... )

Well, most of you know but we lost.  That's it.  I'm done.  No more volleyball for me.  I don't really wanna talk about it.  It's kinda painful.

Things have been up and down.  I dunno what to do anymore.

I am feeling so incredibly unwanted. Lots of things, not just one thing.

But on a lighter note :), I've been more productive.  Im doing well ( Read more... )