So life is evening out. Things keep getting better. there is still a daily anxiety for me but its slowing down. Thursday I recorded my first song ever in a studio. I cant wait to show everyone. Im really excited about it. The engineer really pushed me and made me write more parts to the song and now an empty ok song sounds full and makes me be like ( Read more... )

Fuck you stupid things that happen in life and make it crappy.. Fuck you!!!!!!
Thank you good things that happen in life... thank you!
but fuck you bad things.

So im getting recorded in a studio in LA for free... 2-4 songs... studios make me nervous.. but hey how could i pass up free professional recording.. this thursday and next friday ill be hitting it hard for 7 hr sessions... woo hoo.. then shortly after its all done im going to paris and getting drunk haha no just kidding no drinkin.

so i found out really great news today. i will keep it private but life doesnt have to become hard and stressful so thats amazing... i recorded two new songs the last two days.. "take a deep breath" and "rewind" you can listen to them at www.myspace.com/brokenbefore if you care too.. life is going well.. im going to paris in a few weeks and thats ( Read more... )

so i came up sat to visit lindsey she really missed me.. its been amazing. i got stuck up here because my truck broke down. the alternator went out so i fixed that. then lindseys car started leaking water into the cab so i fixed that then her sisters heater in her car went out so i ripped her dash apart and replaced the heater motor and thats fixed ( Read more... )

so i wake up to 100+mph winds and snow.. its snowing like crazy once again im trapped and the electricity comes and goes.. so im trying to record my new stuff today.. i guess i did alright at teh show last night but i would like to do better.. man how i hate being trapped in this whole i want to move.. ok so back to work i go... only i dont have a

so i went up thursday night to sacramento to pick up lindsey and hilary. got there at 1am stayed up till 3m talking to lindsey then woke up at 7 to drive back down to have new years with one of lindseys friends.. it was pretty terrible i got wasted and just felt sick. so then we woke up hungover and went to disneyland that was pretty fucking ( Read more... )

so yeah its been really busy back and forth.. it snowed up at my moms last night and ive been trapped here but the freeway just opened back up so yeah... tonight i have band practice then tomorrow lindsey and hil are coming down and we are going to disneyland.. and then i get to spend new years with her and its going to be fun... im excited... i ( Read more... )

last night i had my first band practice. im pretty excited about this band they gave me a demo to work with and it was good but all the new stuff they showed me was amazing so im really excited about this band.. after that i drove home got home at 12.. went to bed woke up at 5 and drove up to nor cal.. spending xmas with lindsey and her family.. ( Read more... )

in no special order... find your name.. if you arent here it means nothing... i love you too ( Read more... )