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I had a revelation last night. I wrote it on paper, but I'll transcribe it here just in case anybody's actually been reading my rantings.
I think I'm having a revelation, one which was ridiculously hard to come to. I don't really believe in God or a higher being or anything like that, but if I did, it would make sense. If that were the case, then that Friday night after graduation was a sign that I need to move on. I have not moved on at all in the past year or so from when we initially "broke up" even though I convinced myself that I had. All the stuff I heard that night made it plain that there was no hope or chance for anything between us ever again, and the smartest, safest, healthiest thing to do would just be to DROP IT. GET OVER IT. MOVE ON. I need to get on with my life and FORGET ABOUT IT. It was a terrible experience and I need to put it behind me no matter how hard it will be. There's just no other option! No amount of wishful thinking is EVER going to change that. I just wish it were easier for me to find someone else to fill that void that he's left behind. It sucks that I'm such a hopeless romantic who has had such bad luck with guys and I really don't know what's wrong with me. Hope I don't have to wait too much longer cuz this is getting old.
So like, anybody have any cute friends?
I think I'm having a revelation, one which was ridiculously hard to come to. I don't really believe in God or a higher being or anything like that, but if I did, it would make sense. If that were the case, then that Friday night after graduation was a sign that I need to move on. I have not moved on at all in the past year or so from when we initially "broke up" even though I convinced myself that I had. All the stuff I heard that night made it plain that there was no hope or chance for anything between us ever again, and the smartest, safest, healthiest thing to do would just be to DROP IT. GET OVER IT. MOVE ON. I need to get on with my life and FORGET ABOUT IT. It was a terrible experience and I need to put it behind me no matter how hard it will be. There's just no other option! No amount of wishful thinking is EVER going to change that. I just wish it were easier for me to find someone else to fill that void that he's left behind. It sucks that I'm such a hopeless romantic who has had such bad luck with guys and I really don't know what's wrong with me. Hope I don't have to wait too much longer cuz this is getting old.
So like, anybody have any cute friends?