Oh, my new canine friend's name is Pablo. I just thought I should let everyone know this...not that anyone really reads my journal anyway.

I stayed up really late the other night and watched Gingersnaps. I was surprised that I liked the movie as much as I did. I watched the sequel the next night. It was equally entertaining, if not more so. We had a friend come over and cook us dinner tonight. She is our first and only Charlotte friend. She is a professional chef and she ( Read more... )

So, I made a new friend today. While I was straightening my living room, I noticed a huge German Shepherd with his nose pressed against my window. We stared at each other in mutual amazement for about five minutes. He trotted away and I went about my afternoon. About a half an hour later, my cat, Luna, started going nuts on the back of the ( Read more... )

I can't believe that I'm still awake. I took a bunch of benadryl hours ago, and I still can't fall asleep. I've fought with my home page on Road Runner for like ten hours now. I'm hoping that tomorrow I will be able to figure it out. Ryan and are not drinking anymore (at least for a year). There was much drama the night before last presented by ( Read more... )

I just made the most amazing bowl of ravioli that I've ever eaten. Mind you, the ravioli was Chef Boyardee to start. I doctored it up with some mozzarella cheese and some spices. It was really fantastic. Ryan seems to be enjoying it as well. Although, he spoiled his "supper" with lime flavored Tostitos and Harris Teter chipolte salsa. He's ( Read more... )

So, Ryan and I survived the fierce Katrina. He and I packed the car with a couple changes of clothes, a litter box, one blanket, one pillow, five cats, and one sixteen year old cousin. We left Saturday morning for Crestview, Florida. We expected to be gone until Monday night or Tuesday morning at the latest. As Tuesday morning dawned, we ( Read more... )

Is it human nature to lash out at the ones that you love? I don't know how to stop this. I feel like I am sinking deeper and deeper into a thick darkness that will never release me. So much in my life is better and beautiful. I have the most loving and devoted partner in the world, but even he is not safe from the "flashes." I see them in ( Read more... )

So, I've proven once again that I'm the ultimate idiot. After a rather eventful evening at the gay bars in New Orleans, I got out of a moving vehicle, and I fucked myself up only all kinds of a lot. I have a pretty traumatic head wound and I fucked both of my ankles up. I also scraped my back and elbows something fierce. For the time being, ( Read more... )

My body has been seiged by some form of rash. I went to the doctor(PA)on Tuesday, and I was informed that he thought that I had a skin condition called Rosea(not rosacia). He told me that it wasn't a big deal, and that I would recover in six to twelve weeks. He told me that the rash would remain localized about the trunk region. Unfortunately, ( Read more... )

Choice: this is the root of everything in my world at the moment. This is a reckless power to have. Socks, cigarettes, boyfriends, girlfriends, jobs, schools, and lives are all chosen.