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[hornyheatherho]

Yeah, ok. So he is a shell, so he is a fucked up mess... why then am I having to struggle today to hold back, hold back from just wanting to touch him...to reach out. He is in my head. My love for him is not turned off like a light switch, it just isn't that easy for me. Fucker. Wish it were

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[redtheda]

Because you were in love with him. I know the feeling, I'm the same way - I cannot just turn off my feelings like a light switch. People who can scare me. My ex-boyfriend was like that. Eventually the feelings will fade, though, and you can see him for what he is. But it won't be overnight.

I'm the same way with parties, I swear sometimes I give them just so I'll get the house cleaned. It's gonna be awhile before I host anything again, though, because the last one really stressed me out. And I need to do the kind of organization that involves ripping the whole house apart.

Thanks for hosting, you're a lifesaver. I love your house. Yay hot tub! :) Hopefully the party will be uplifting for you. Let us know if you need any help cleaning/setting up.

[tamdragon]

Party? Why don't I ever know about these things? Is it an "official" TNG event?

party

[hornyheatherho]

Yeppers- check the calendar and come!