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How can she be nice to him? It's starting all over again. What's wrong with the world? What's wrong with me?
It's...I'm so torn. Do I try to be a hero for her? Do I try to be a villain for him? Should I try to be...something just me, without labels? I don't even know how to do that, but maybe I could try. I...have friends here. And I guess they're not heroes or villains but something in between.
But she...if he's only interested in her because I am, maybe it's better if I don't talk to her. Or maybe if she's so taken with him--she isn't as great as I thought. After all, I don't think that was any way to treat a friend, but then I should make allowances, like Carl said, some people just can't deal with a big change like this, have trouble accepting it, need to only see what they want to see in order to get by.
And anyway, Penny. Maybe I'm too accepting of this place.
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Tosh, I need to talk to you about something. Maybe about a lot of things. Get in touch, please?
[ooc: He caught Emma talking to Captain Hammer. Less thinking, more crazy scheming on the horizon for him, I promise. If anyone's noticed Tosh is gone, please let him know for more angst.]