my dad told me how family will always be there no matter what and friend wouldnt. i never believed it until recent events. my family is disappointed in me and cant trust me but they still try making me feel a little better, lead me in the right direction. they yell i yell i cry we talk im punished but theyre still there they come by to see how im ( Read more... )

this is gone...add unexpectedlly_b -.-

i miss this i wish i could write everything i think and feel...i hate it everyone is telling me to go to my grandmas "shes getting old shes wants you there" well fuck i dont wanna see her like that leave me alone take someone else. i dont like family gathering at all theyre stupid. i just wanna be selfish and hang out with my best b's my dad says ( Read more... )

whoa whoa last night was neat...lol hmmmm i wanna be single...yeayuh danielle and misty are coming today fun fun fun...awe you guys made me ink!

dang i havent written in this place for a loooong time hmm lots of stuff happened too much and so stupid jk so things are great i, dan, and mis went to theeee best party ever super fun yum i met this kid who ive always seen but never talked to and finally did and so thats great Christopher is the name =) hes sweet he made me a peanut and jelly ( Read more... )

alright well today was pretty going i was thinking aloud in class and outside of things it was funny...i thought so i was gunna go get my hair done but tony is going the bright eyes show so i want him to be there cause im scared  i didnt go to my meet because my knee is bad so ehh so i wen to poetry club tony suggested that i did and i could get ( Read more... )

9 20!

i woke up like at 5:45 for a cross country inventional i place 70 out of 80? senior girls haha it was my second race  i beat my time by 3 mins haha yea and then i slept....i feel so lonely as in i want a boy who likes me and wants to things like hang out and become friends i didnt go to my nieces' b-day party because i feel like this...anyone will ( Read more... )

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alright well im here watching family guy its funny but im bored i was making a bag for someone it looks ok so i hope they like it tomorrow i go to school for registration i hope school goes good i havent went to summer training for cross country so ahh haha crap yes so theres this guy...haha jk well i lost all my pictures on my computer so that ( Read more... )