so i really feel like im going nowhere in life. im not going to a good college (bcc) and i have NO idea what i wanna do with my life. i figured by my senior year i would have my college and carrer picked out...but no im just hopeless ( Read more... )

wow, im not having the best of luck with horses lately...

i fell off riding AGAIN! lol ( Read more... )

well i had another "stepping out of my box" night tonight ( Read more... )

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Hey everyone.......I GOT A NEW CAR!!!!!!!  finally!  i was getting so sick of that beat up, ghetto stationwagon!  im sooooooo happy :D


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so tonight i decided to step out of my box and actually go to a WA event! too bad i showed up 2 hours late. i missed the whole game, but dinner after was fun ( Read more... )

so today at lunch me, dri and stef went to olive garden. and we had a waitress and her name was mithelle...i mean michelle, haha <~wow that was so mean....(she had a lispth). anywho, she looked at me and dri and was like "are u guys twins?" i busted out laughing. i really dont understad y EVERYONE thinks we are twins. u wont beleive how many ( Read more... )

so tonight me and stef went to beth's youth group (christian life center). it was fun. we liked it alot. i think we are gonna try and start going there ( Read more... )

yesterday was a bussy day ( Read more... )

violated is definatly the word im looking for right now.  and the fact that your probably reading this right now just makes it even better.  i have never felt more violated than i do rigt now. 
and i know its completely my faut cause it is "live" journal, but he had no right to go and read ALL my personal thoughts that i've ever had. 
i dont even ( Read more... )