I AM GOING TO CREATE INTENSE PHYSICAL PAIN IN THE PERSON WHO I CARE ABOUT MOST.

THERE IS NOTHING I CAN DO TO STOP IT.

I am consumed, not just with emotion, but the logical reasons that I love being around Caitlin. That she apparently enjoys me equally is a cherry on top. I care not what she thinks, but only what I of her ( Read more... )

Euphoric.

The more I am surrounded with people the more I love them. The more I dislike being lonesome.

Devon, the social cat, dammit.

Can't hang out with Jacob or Reed because Kaslin is there. The knowledge that the petty past creates such emotional baggage that two who dated for 1.5 years cannot be friends ( Read more... )

Stuck to the surface of the planet ( Read more... )

I don't think the bible should be taken literally ( Read more... )

My insides are on fire!

Melancholy.

Wake up, don't want to get up. Stay in my room, don't want to see my family. Nothing satisfies,

Want to just go do other things

why, devon?

Caitlin arrived home. We hung out today, and for the first 45 minutes or so it was extraordinarily awkward. I think it's just cause we haven't seen each other in 2 weeks and forgot what it was like to relate to each other. Or something like that. Regardless, it was very nice to remember what that part of my life is like ( Read more... )

Ughh, I miss Caitlin. She's been gone for a week, and she'll be gone for another week ( Read more... )