I definitely can't agree with you more that you've changed. We used to get along so well, and it seemed like you cared so much. I really miss hanging with someone that I had so much in common with, as a PERSON, not just in school. I used to never doubt that I had a friend in you or that I could trust you and depend on you. Now... I don't even know if I should waste my time trying to be your friend. Sometimes... I suppose one just needs to let go and decide when the battle is worth the fight.
I wish you the best in finding and becoming the person you want to be.
sorry that you feel that way chels....im sorry that you had to move (so close yet so far) if its bout sat..we all had a lot going on, but you cant take it out on me...just giving me a day that your free isnt enough..you actually gotta grab the reigns and plan something..thats how our group operates now-a-days..you want to do something, you gotta plan it or it wont get done..it sucks, i know, but its how they are..its how we are...
I didn't make a big deal of it because I knew you all were going through a lot. The reason I didn't make plans was because I've done that in the past and my plans never stick. Hence why I just give the days I'm off and tell someone to let me know where to show up.
I want to see you guys... so I'm not picky about what to do or where to go. I made effort to make plans and I was told that you would get back to me. I mentioned it to a couple other people and they were up for it... then I heard nothing.
I have no problem with continuing to make effort, but if I'm wasting my time I wish you'd just tell me so I could stop making a fool out of myself. If I didn't WANT to be friends, I wouldn't be bothering to try and I sure as heck wouldn't be as depressed EVERY TIME I sit at home, let down time after time when plans don't work out.
I'm trying to hold onto any piece of friendship I possibly have left with you guys... I wish you could throw me a bit of a chance and meet me half way.
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I wish you the best in finding and becoming the person you want to be.
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if its bout sat..we all had a lot going on, but you cant take it out on me...just giving me a day that your free isnt enough..you actually gotta grab the reigns and plan something..thats how our group operates now-a-days..you want to do something, you gotta plan it or it wont get done..it sucks, i know, but its how they are..its how we are...
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I want to see you guys... so I'm not picky about what to do or where to go. I made effort to make plans and I was told that you would get back to me. I mentioned it to a couple other people and they were up for it... then I heard nothing.
I have no problem with continuing to make effort, but if I'm wasting my time I wish you'd just tell me so I could stop making a fool out of myself. If I didn't WANT to be friends, I wouldn't be bothering to try and I sure as heck wouldn't be as depressed EVERY TIME I sit at home, let down time after time when plans don't work out.
I'm trying to hold onto any piece of friendship I possibly have left with you guys... I wish you could throw me a bit of a chance and meet me half way.
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