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Mar 29, 2005 16:14

im not gunna spend more time on this..because it doesnt do well to dwell ( Read more... )

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anonymous March 29 2005, 21:16:59 UTC
I definitely can't agree with you more that you've changed. We used to get along so well, and it seemed like you cared so much. I really miss hanging with someone that I had so much in common with, as a PERSON, not just in school. I used to never doubt that I had a friend in you or that I could trust you and depend on you. Now... I don't even know if I should waste my time trying to be your friend. Sometimes... I suppose one just needs to let go and decide when the battle is worth the fight.

I wish you the best in finding and becoming the person you want to be.

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horseyjesse March 29 2005, 21:49:21 UTC
sorry that you feel that way chels....im sorry that you had to move (so close yet so far)
if its bout sat..we all had a lot going on, but you cant take it out on me...just giving me a day that your free isnt enough..you actually gotta grab the reigns and plan something..thats how our group operates now-a-days..you want to do something, you gotta plan it or it wont get done..it sucks, i know, but its how they are..its how we are...

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anonymous March 29 2005, 22:11:20 UTC
I didn't make a big deal of it because I knew you all were going through a lot. The reason I didn't make plans was because I've done that in the past and my plans never stick. Hence why I just give the days I'm off and tell someone to let me know where to show up.

I want to see you guys... so I'm not picky about what to do or where to go. I made effort to make plans and I was told that you would get back to me. I mentioned it to a couple other people and they were up for it... then I heard nothing.

I have no problem with continuing to make effort, but if I'm wasting my time I wish you'd just tell me so I could stop making a fool out of myself. If I didn't WANT to be friends, I wouldn't be bothering to try and I sure as heck wouldn't be as depressed EVERY TIME I sit at home, let down time after time when plans don't work out.

I'm trying to hold onto any piece of friendship I possibly have left with you guys... I wish you could throw me a bit of a chance and meet me half way.

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