i want to kick myself sometimes ( Read more... )

yeah ive been missing in action ( Read more... )

norma jean was amazing.
the show was awesome.
i saw people i hadnt seen in forever.

then i passed out.
and missed some calls.
fuck. i keep thinking about it.
why the hell did he call me?
douche bag forever,
and suddenly nice? wtf?

maybe....?
nah.

i chase them.
in hopes they will be different
than the last one.
but they never are. im not surprised
anymore. ive accepted it.
im not going to find the man of my dreams
by searching and looking.
he'll find me when the time is right.

tony is not right.
otherwise he wouldnt always talk about sex.
he'd want to just talk to me ( Read more... )

something corporate and the working title are my life.so much running in and out of my head. mostly in ( Read more... )

just a small update...

im offically addicted to
rice krispy treats. duh.

good bye.

cute hair today by the way! :)

hes a fucking douche bag.
why am i surprised though?
they never seem to be who i think they are.
im done.
if you want me, come get me.
im sick of depending on a him for happiness.
right now i have amazing friends
and thats all i need.
not going to lie-a him would make it better ( Read more... )

he called.
i broke down and called,
left a message.
but he called back.
he wouldnt have called back,
if he didnt wanna talk right?

evan is my new philosopher.
wes is my hero and lumberjack.

i fucking hate waiting.
im an impatient fuck.
he has a lot on his plate ( Read more... )

i have to stop thinking about him.
and not the him i was talking about previously.
yes, ive changed already.

but when he kissed me,
it was amazing.
so right. so good.
so real. so comfortable.

his smile.
and winks.
and laugh.
and impression of larry the cable guy.
his compassion for others.

stop. stop. stop.
he said he will call,
and he ( Read more... )

im coming home tomorrow louisville ( Read more... )