i dont know what to think.
or feel. or anything.

is it cliche for me to say
i want to take it all back?

im a fucking idiot.
basically.

he wont call.
or will he?
someone tell me.
its eating me away
inside.
or should i call?

I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO!

help.

i just deleted negative people from my life ( Read more... )

lame ass people. are. retarded ( Read more... )

i love life. right now.

thanks megan, lacy, toshy, josh,
michael, charlie, mocha, everyone.

thank you all. ♥

ive been up way too long today ( Read more... )

last night owned my life ( Read more... )

i just fought with courtney.
but its all good now. i love her.
i really do.
we've been through a lot.

i want more skinny jeans.
badly. anyone wanna buy me some?
that'd be ultra sweet.

show tonight.
but no money.
so im not going.
meaning, dinner with daddy.

twenty six days.
scary.

hung out with amanda tonight ( Read more... )

i love my friends. they mean oh so much to me.

and it keeps running in my head how things will be changing oh so much in a very short four weeks. now its time to pack my belongings and begin a new life.

this is, weird.