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[hostilewreck]

So as the most important of you may know, I was down in California less than a week ago. In my going down there I don’t know if any of you noticed something different about me but I sure did. I didn’t feel the same about being down there. I wasn’t as excited about being there as I was a couple of months ago. I didn’t feel either good or bad when I

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[burningxangell]

WHAT?!? U were here.. and u didnt call me or anything.
It would have made me happy to see ur face once again. =/
Ivan, look at the positives things in life.. stop being so negative.
Things are shitty now.. but not for long. It will all soon be over.
Be strong and take care of urself. <3

[anonymous]

hey ivan... well there u ago again with ur crazy thoughts... dont do ne thing stupid...all that people which ur saying "fuck u all" 2 are the people that care for u.. i know u wont understand wat im saying cuz u never do.. ur so negative u swear no one cares when in reality people do... i dunno y but we do.... and sorry.. i was in mexico when u came to LA.. make sure u hit me up next time u come ok!! OH and sorry for leaving u on the messanger the other day but that was cuz i left my comp cuz mom was calling me and when i got back u were gone.. that upset me... well ivan.. hang in there ... please!!
Hope to hear form u soon
~MISS U LOTS~
-Liz

[suicidalwookie]

Love ya.

[lucidic_lover69]

ivan you can be such an insenitive asshole sometimes....
but i still love you.
remember that please.

[anonymous]

you may or may not be suprised in knowing this. I the emotional guy spent many days and many days trying to figure out why i felt nothing when i expected to feel again. most of the time of these last 4 months i have nothing but emptiness and superficial temporaraly feeling. tiny ingsignificant moments that fill me for seconds with hypocrital smile. i sadly have grown use to this meaningless way of life, i have found no other solution than to give up my ambition of being self sufficiant because it pains to see myself like this and not being able to do anything about it. i have never been surrounded by so many people which i regurlarly see and chat about bunch of crap with and felt absolutly fucking alone.