OK well yesterday i figuerd out that i wwas an alcholic and well i got in trouble with my dad. Im grounded for god knows how long and i can't talk to most of you.....depends on what time i get the phone. So first off im sorry to those who i hurt when i might have been drunk......god knows how many people i talked too.........shit bell rang update

Will you, walk me ( Read more... )

Well I know the words, but I can't really speak them ( Read more... )

I hear you talk about your family life ( Read more... )

CHRISTINE FIXED ME

No one knows what it's like ( Read more... )

You better lose yourself in the music, the moment ( Read more... )

through some old stuff and well found this poem that well struck a chord after some shit i heard, or read i should say, today and well i found this.....

Special Place in My Heart

I know the way i feel inside
this love, i cannnot hide
to love and care till we come apart
for YOU AND ONLY YOU can hold my heart
I thank god that he sent you to me
for ( Read more... )

Hey, Hey, Hey ( Read more... )

I am lost once again...it seems everyday i just lose myself even more than the last time. I want to cry so bad i feel it in my eyes but why do i want to cry? I don't know....i know the girls name...she said it was ANGIE...i was talking to her today and well i guess i was "talking to myself" she shares the same shit that i do. IDK if she is ( Read more... )