hola !
once again its been a while
ive been having dreams about people alot lately
but there all people like ex's and people im attracted
but nothing sexual happens
infact one of them was a nightmare
(those who know me could probably guess who that was of)
she came over just to get some stuff that she never got back then i sat on my bed an then she tried ( Read more... )

keg for cancer (KFC) had a pretty good turn out many people showed up, an we made the same we did last time around, there were a little more people then i ahd expected and some people caused some trouble, although the person said very cruel things to some of my dearest friends, and seemed to have little concern over the big picture, im jsut going ( Read more... )

?  y are u upset?
?:  depressed*
Cheech71588:  im just always gert dpressed when things change, especially for worse
?  same
?:  i think everyone does
Cheech71588:  deirdre tried to through a toga party tonight
Cheech71588:  but no one wound up comming
?:  i didnt get the IM be4 this one
Cheech71588:  an the same thing started happening to me about senior ( Read more... )

my love has seen better days
lost and lonely in so many ways
i need a heart to heal my own
my heart can no longer leap
expecations have grown so steep
i need a heart to heal my own
i need some love of my own

not a one night stand
not a seductive friend
what i really need is you

but what i need is not what you want...
 so i live with what i got

so i  got the new tank ( Read more... )

ever since i was a kid i wanted to be a zookeeper, or somethign along those lines.
i would always catch frogs and newts toads, salamanders, when i would go away, green anoles when in florida
but now things are way different an i was just looking into what it would take to become a herpetologist
first i have to get a b.s. in biological science
an that ( Read more... )

 un fortunatly my vacation wasnt what i was looking for ( Read more... )

the past few days ive been driving myself insane
ive been doing niothing but fucking up lately
i feel like the biggest fuck upin the world
im jsut so ioverhwelmed with shit to do that i cant think strait
Saturday- i went to work for my normal shift (1230-7) i usualy show up a bit early so i got there at about 10
only to be reminded that i was supposed ( Read more... )

 so once again life is good ( Read more... )

 to answer frequently asked quesitons ( Read more... )