Notice me ( Read more... )

"the world kneels for love"-the village

yep.. and its hard as fuk and confusing and gay. but sometimes it can be beautiful and wonderful... but that only happens once in a very long while. hopefully it will happen again. <3 maria

seriously, my life is goin 2 shit. i cant seem to do my work in school, my priorities are all fuked up, and i cant stop feelin sory for myself, wich is fukin stupid as fuk. i dont know wat to do anymore or what to think about.. everyhing i gues. i duno... last nite was pretty cool. nothin much more to say... xcpt that i need some luck.
peace
maria

fuk it all.. im done with it ( Read more... )

everythings shit... i need to find somethin to get my mind off things.

i cant believe i got away with it. yesterday i snuck out at like one and came home around four or five lol.. im glad i went though, it made me understand some things a little clearer. i dont realy know whats gona happen though. i know what i WANT to happen, but we shall c... whatever is ment to happen, will happen and thats all there is to it ( Read more... )

went to the fukin mall... and we ended up not gettin any fukin alcahol at all, and it was realy boring and evil nasty guys hittin on me (gag...) aaaaanywas, pretty much just chilled wit caroline, samar, serene, cassie, monica, berlin andrew, yada yada.. lol. the list fuikin goes on. anyways, i saw cooper and i was gona go talk to him but i dunoo.. ( Read more... )

well, it suks but with love, u always have to take chances... goin 2 mall tomroe should be fun..
peace
maria

im bored... lol.. i wana go to a party. (haha.. we still have that burbon!) wat to do...
and i miss samar! shes at her dads house so i cant chill wit her dammit! plus i have hw so my dad wont let me.. tonite i might just sneak out if samars up for it.. hehe naughty naughty. and i miss genesis!!! (sorry bout yesterday girl! i wish i coulda gone)
<3

lol...well, as of today, i am not single anymore...
<3<3 samar <3<3 i cant beleive weve known and liked eachother for four years and not done something about it sooner. hehe ;)
today was a good day, just chillin wit the one i truley care about no matter what
8/26/05 <3
maria