I am done with my freshmen year of college.

Where the fuck did it go?

Two semesters down.
Crazy a cappella concerts.
Awesome room mate.
Amazing Koshare Experience.
Hilarious Ultimate Frisbee Team.
Hysterical hobbits.
Unforgettable all around.

And I don't even know where it went. Will is graduating tomorrow.  I'm driving up to see him.  It's hard to imagine ( Read more... )

life is good.

and i am happy.

thank God for the turn-around.

i'm sick of burning bridges.

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sometimes i wish i could take a step back and look at things. i try but it never works.

i think i've come to a point where nothing makes sense anywhere. my best friend is across an ocean. i got dumped. my great aunt just died tonight. i had to go with a friend to get an abortion. my other friend's dad died. my cousin got in a drunk car accident. my ( Read more... )

Je ne pense pas que je suis te par-dessus.

mama never cared much ’bout dreams
or Love
she said it reminded her of my daddy
my daddy
he Loved to fly
he’d say

death will come fast
i wanna be free
and closer to the sky
Love grows cold,
lonely and tired
on the wings of angels
i want to fly

daddy’s just the blood in my veins
shadows in my mind
as i’d watch my mama drown in her tears
he’d say

“i ( Read more... )

Leaves are on the ground
Fall has come
Blue skies turning grey
Like my love

I tried to carry you
And make you whole
But it was never enough
I must go

You say you care for me
But hide it well
How can you love someone
And not yourself?

And when I'm gone
Who'll break your fall?
Who will you blame?

I can't go on
And let you lose it all
It's more than I can take
Who' ( Read more... )

Alright then I can keep your number for a rainy day,
That’s when its set, no mistakes no misbehaving,
I was doing so well, can we just be friends,
I feel a weakness coming on.

It’s not meant to be like this, not what I planned at all,
I don’t want to feel like this,
No it’s not meant to be like this, not what I planned at all,
I don’t want to feel like ( Read more... )

fuck.

To let go isn't to forget, not think about, or ignore. It doesn't leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret. Letting go isn't winning. It isn't losing. It's not about pride. It's not obsessing or dwelling on the past. It isn't about loss and it's not defeat. To let go is to cherish memories, but to overcome them and move on. Letting go is ( Read more... )