it's been exactly one week since i've had a cigarette. i was in a grumpy mood, but i'm trying to get out of it. i think i just want life to happen too fast. i wish there were more hours in the day.
i wish you'd realize that everyone thinks you're a piece of shit. i wish that you weren't so nieve. i wish that i could see you more. i wish that you'd shut up sometimes. i don't even remember what you look like. i'm tired of these dreams of you. i wish that my future would just start already. that small town looks so good today.