( homecoming! )

wow, im so stressed out. I had no idea that applying to college would be so freakin confusing! I feel like sucha retard cuz i am so lost in the entire process! Essays, transcripts, sat's, applications...my goodness!! but its ok...i'll figure it all out!! but anyways, SO homecoming is comin up soon! im so freakin excited! the night is most likely ( Read more... )

Ok, my last entry was a lil, well, harsh! lol but now im better. i have come to the conclusion that this person does no deserve to see me so angry. its not worth it at all. because we all know how this works...he does something stupid..i get upset..he SEES me upset and feeds off of it....eventually he realises he made a mistake and then he'll come ( Read more... )

So i was told last night but the one person whom i could love for the rest of my life, that he is very interested in his best friends little sister and plans on dating her in the very near future. according to him, he thought "i should know about it". WHYS THAT? to rub it in my face that no matter how hard i try and no matter how much i do for you ( Read more... )

SO lately things have been quite shitty. Not only has one of my best friends become the biggest jerk on the planet...again, but i am so stressed out at home with my father its overwhelming. i havent spoken more than 2 words to him in the past week and i dont plan on doing so anytime soon. and what makes all this shit worse is that my sister isnt ( Read more... )

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Honestly, i dont know what to do. Half the people that i've talked to about this situation have agreed with me and the otehr half think what i have planned is a bad idea. ahhh, dont you hate that? That damn feeling of insecurity and doubt? =( i really dont know..tomorrow is the day aaaaand im still not positive on whether or not im gonna go through ( Read more... )

I'm exhausted. One week of Band Camp gone...one more to go! But im lovin every minute of it! Well...except for bein attacked by ants...and gettin water poured all over me...and gettin my ass slapped WAY too many times...it's all been fun though! lol Its sad though...this is my last year of Band Camp...=(! But our show is really cool this year... ( Read more... )

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