WOOHOOO!!! Excited na ako sa beach!!! would be my enthusiastic reply...
had I been ask to go to the beach. Hahaha! I guess no beach then... cause there's no invite. =) I am still baffled but I believe everything will be revealed in his own time.
and what do I expect, I am not in the best place to be right now. Like what I always said to myself, this is how it feels to be on the other side. But I get by, this has been helping me improve my relationship with him. The relationship I exactly want to have with him.
*WARNING: this is a stress reliever post. This is a sad, emo post. Read at your own risk!*
19 days to the new decade, I think things are going well so far. I haven't posted anything because I try to use my time wisely and we all know how time consuming the internet is especially when you're addicted to Facebook.
Been experiencing 5 stages of death cause I'm so nervous with this one very important thing happening in my life this weekend. I was done with denial, yesterday I was sooo angry and in one day I went through bargaining and depression. Hopefully by tomorrow, I will be able to accept my fate. If I pass this test, I'm on my way to my goals this year.
Found out "HE" is leaving for Australia. Hahaha! Memories came rushing back in. Here I am thinking, "What if I go to Australia too for my masters and I bump into him, will we pick up where we left off?" Geeesh, it's been 7 years I think since we last saw each other... I should move on. (Pardon the cheese, I credit this hormonal imbalance to major stress)
I don't want to be upset. I have been having good days lately.
I trust you God.
and what do I expect, I am not in the best place to be right now. Like what I always said to myself, this is how it feels to be on the other side. But I get by, this has been helping me improve my relationship with him. The relationship I exactly want to have with him.
*WARNING: this is a stress reliever post. This is a sad, emo post. Read at your own risk!*
19 days to the new decade, I think things are going well so far. I haven't posted anything because I try to use my time wisely and we all know how time consuming the internet is especially when you're addicted to Facebook.
Been experiencing 5 stages of death cause I'm so nervous with this one very important thing happening in my life this weekend. I was done with denial, yesterday I was sooo angry and in one day I went through bargaining and depression. Hopefully by tomorrow, I will be able to accept my fate. If I pass this test, I'm on my way to my goals this year.
Found out "HE" is leaving for Australia. Hahaha! Memories came rushing back in. Here I am thinking, "What if I go to Australia too for my masters and I bump into him, will we pick up where we left off?" Geeesh, it's been 7 years I think since we last saw each other... I should move on. (Pardon the cheese, I credit this hormonal imbalance to major stress)
I don't want to be upset. I have been having good days lately.
I trust you God.