Well...Here again I've gone and done something stupid...again.  I've messed up royally and I don't know if there is a way to fix it.  I know what I did was probably not the best thing to do, but I couldn't stop myself.  In the end I feel like a real ass, and it's all my fault.  I don't know what came over me...but if you're out there reading this ( Read more... )

I feel so lost. No one can see me. No matter how hare I scream. No matter how hard I pound the walls.  My presense still goes unoticed even by the ones that I want most to see me.  I can stand right in front of them and beg and plead and they will still look right through my transparent shadow.

I want, I seek, I need, I try.

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98% of the teenage population has tried pot. If you're part of the 2% that hasn't, copy this into your journal.

copy/paste, bold what's true about you

01. When I was younger, I made some bad decisions

02. I don't watch much tv these days

03. I love broccoli

04. I love sleeping

05. I have loads of books

06. I once slept in a toilet

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I'm walking down the halls, getting stares from everyone that lays their gaze apon me.  No one likes me, they don't want me here.  But whatever, I don't like them either, and it's not my choice to be here.  I stick out like a single flower amongst a vast field of thorns.  My bright blonde hair resonating against the dark ebony blacks and the ( Read more... )

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Today, of course, wasn't any better.  But I am going to take this here quiz that I stole from Caitlin.

[ full name ]: Abigail Ashley Dison
[ nicknames ]: Aunty Abby, Hotaru, Mouth
[ born in ]: Madison, TN
[ resides in ]: Mt. Juliet
[ good student ]: ha..ha..haaaa
[ eyes ]: Gray Blue
[ hair ]: Blonde, Gold, Red, Brown, Bleach
[ shoe size ]: 10 to 10 1/2

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     I am convinced.  People are stupid.  Cody and I have finally found something that we have in common.  We both share the same hate for the human race.   Those large amorphous masses of stupid, hypocritical, ignorant, moronic, retarded, alcoholic, impudent, druggie, prostitute, perverted, bastardous, sado-masochists.  I can't stand them!

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