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An Awesome Rehearsal
Today is April fool's day! I can't wait to trick my co-workers with all kinds of pranks and scanks. LOL...Not that I really have anything in mind--really I am just trying to lighten up my spirit a little bit and April Fools is a cool way to do it. That is, if you don't pull a prank that no one finds funny ( Read more... ) -
Unexpected Turn-Around
Okay yesterday I was all too pissed about the so-called rescheduling of the radio interview--But then as I the day had progressed, 45minutes before the time we were originally supposed to meet I get a text saying "the show is on!" I had less then an hour to get from Stone Mountain, GA to Downtown ATL. AND I HAD TO CATCH THE TRAIN. I was excited and ( Read more... ) -
Disappointed
UGH I just knew it!!! I just knew it...it happens like clock work. It never fails--I might as well be pyschic or however the hell you spell it. I could feel it all morning--this radio interview. My hopes had been up since I had heard about it. It seemed to be set in stone--though I'm wise enough to that nothing is set in stone--but I was depending ( Read more... ) -
A Scary Walk Home...
I have been taking that walk home now for a little more than a month now--I think--more or less, a month. It's gotten easier and although I am far more tired when I reach my destination, I've been making it. On these walks home I come across a few people here and there. Mostly high school students as at the end of the road and at the intersection ( Read more... ) -
The Object of Envy...
So sleepy this morning... I really don't even feel like writing this but life keeps gong regardless of my fatigue. Tomorrow we have the radio show which i am more than excited to be a part of. The show is coming COMING COMING--opening night is right around the corner. I can't believe this is happening again. ME, in another production and this time ( Read more... ) -
Where This Road Leads
Sometimes you just don't know when a dream is about to come true until things begin to manifest itself and in my case it has and it is scary. Friday we are supposed to be doing a radio interview for the stage play that I am in. I am soooooo nervously excited, overwhelmed. However, I am just going with the flow. I don't know where this road is going ( Read more... ) -
Happy Easter Antoine
I am so later on the wishing eveyone a Happy Easter but I guess that's natural when you are still kinda mad with God for the cards that have been dealt to you. I keep telling myself not to blame God for the events that have taken place in my life. Especially over the past year. I keep reminding myself that there is an evil one who seeks to destroy ( Read more... ) -
Where Winning Is Losing
I can't believe that this thing is really happening or has happened. In fact I am writing this from his house. Chris, my supervisor has expressed great love for me, more than I can say I have for him. Last night I shared his bed and it felt so good. I wanted to do this for a long time--almost two years I have waited just for the simple chance to ( Read more... ) -
Guess I'm here...
Ugh....I just got through battling some of the most moronic site moderators there are over at mydeardiary.com. I honestly thought that it was a battle that I could have won but I lost. Okay so I have some sexually explicit content in my diary. But sex is a part of my life and what they offer is a diary...so shouldn't I be free to write whatever I ( Read more... )