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[hotcommodity]

randomly i started thinking about seeing my cousins again. i wrote an email that said 'sorry i can't come visit this year...' and then i stopped

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[chantrea]

yeah. that sounds great. hooray for you.

[hotcommodity]

are you angry because i'm going to visit them?

[chantrea]

No, I'm upset because I have no reason to be upset other than...Why the hell won't they come out here for once? I'm jealous because you've always been closer to them than I have, and it's a completely unfounded, completely stupid jealousy that you always get to visit them and I haven't seen them since we went out as a family when I was what...fifteen? It's stupid. They (well, Uncle Martin anyways) go to Vancouver regularly, but they never hit Alberta, not even for an afternoon on the way to visit.

I guess I'm taking care of Marlowe, then.

[hotcommodity]

well i was going to ask jacey if she could do it... because i know you don't like staying at mom's. we'll talk soon okay?