I don’t feel like I can get out of this moment ( Read more... )

i thought i was getting out of it earlier--- but i really haven't.
ever since january 14th
everything has been perfunctory.
i'm not slowly dying inside.
i'm just...
it's just...
it feels like it was forever ago.
the choice was all... or nothing.
i chose nothing.
i can't, and won't, regret it.
i just wish i could go back i guess

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all right i finally watched the season premiere of american idol ( Read more... )

"Fierce Flawless ( Read more... )

8:16pm----
you know you waited too long
to take your clothes out of the dryer
when they're in a COLD collective CLUMP
in the middle of the machine

THREE, lucky magic theatre number, lol, good things happened today ( Read more... )

8:13pm
_____________i cried into the sink as i was washing the dishes
_______________________the tears just disappeared.

oh my goodess... this is the most perfect post-breakup song ( Read more... )

So...my favorite movie of ALL time finally came in the mail... it's called Star! and it's basically 3 hours of Julie Andrews in her prime--- bitching, singing, and dancing. Yes i said Julie and bitching in the same sentence. It's sooo drama fabulous.... and it's her most underrated movie. I have read that it's a cult classic, but who knows. I've ( Read more... )