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Date: Wed, 2 Oct 2002 4:34:18 AM Eastern Daylight Time
From: Jessilg1
To: Thedigwho@aol.com

I was just thinking of how cute you are .......

im sure i'll miss this once it's gone. amd i know it'll be my call. it always is, and im always wrong. then ill miss it. i know all this but i cant stop the inevitable. i can't make the feeling. why is it never enough? why do i always want more than enough? i really do care, don't ask me how much again. i guess i'm a retard. yeah... yeah.

so last night jake and i had a lapdance competition. i received the most votes therefore making me the winner! then i fell over while searching for my pants.

i got a call last night and went to go visit jesse in the hospital at 2 a.m. turns out she went to the E.R. for surgery. that was news to me. when she was all doped up on morphine she just kept mumbling that she wanted to see me even though i was right there with her. she'll live. im glad.

so, if you haven't heard, i sell knives.

sometimes, ill sit for a while and stare at the rain.
my yoga. and if only for a little while, im free.
ill take nothing for granted... not anymore.

and so i drink again. i heard its not healthy.
but nothing good in life is right?

i need a break from jesse... too attached too fast.
creepy? i dunno. trav, jake, you tell me.
p.s. john, you bitch-ass fool made punk, i want my
cd back. or ill be huntin'!

went to court this morning. i lost the case so i had to pay the fine.
oh well.
so, in celebration, im sitting here boozin it up. im supposed to hang out with
someone this weekend...but who? if it's you let me know. im an ass.
::derek::
danelle-<3 you, ive decided to give in. heh.

started college today.
and it's the shit!!!
i mean, where else can you see a half naked fat guy
dancing around in a fountain screaming with glee
while "im too sexy for my shirt" is playing on his ghetto
blaster at 9 in the a.m.
it's one big party...and that guy was the animal today.

first day of college tomorrow. geez. im getting old. :)
wish me luck.
::derek::