It's sorta cool outside!

Since I sucked so much on the GRE now I'm agonizing over my writing sample. Which I guess is the most important part anyhow. If anyone is interested in reading it and commenting let me know. Any eyes are appreciated since the more people who give feedback the better the poems become ( Read more... )

Is the first bearable day I've had in awhile, where not everything went terribly wrong. Didn't get a walk in, but my knee hurts and is swollen so all in all maybe that's ok ( Read more... )

I stood for awhile ( Read more... )

We didn't place in the first game, but won the second.

More importantly, it was a nice reminder that I have people around here who care about me. I may hate the heat and my job, but I have to admit the rest isn't all that bad. (cross fingers)

So Chris and I have this plan. Well we make lots of plans, at lunch, while I stab at the ice in my unsweetened ice tea and he fingers the steak knives they leave out on the tables, but this one is my favorite ( Read more... )

I wish I could say I was in a place I was happy with, but I'm not. I just keep thinking of past times I was happy, and most of the time I can't ever see myself feeling that way again, getting any of that back. It's pretty scary.

At this point I just don't want to drag anyone else down with me.

Oh man has this week been awful. I haven't felt like this in a long time... let's say since er, freshman year college? Dum dum dum. I've felt just as bad... but not this type of bad ( Read more... )

I NEVER make new coffee in the coffee room. Ever. If it's empty then I casually walk past, pretending that I was on my way to somewhere else. Then I go to the next room and check there. If there's just a little left, I steal it quickly and bolt out of the room. If someone catches me pouring those last drops, I give them a confused and terrified ( Read more... )

so three times in the past few weeks (twice in the past two days) I've accidentally sent Chris text messages meant for Shannon about him. Seriously. Things like "I told him not to feel sorry for himself." I'm thinking of him as I'm sending them, and I just automatically navigate to his name in my address book and hit "send ( Read more... )