it's been forever since i updated.  i would update everyday for all the drama, but i'm just too god dam tired every night.  if i updated all that i wanted to it'd take up like your whole friends page.

i can't talk to julian anymore.

i barely got my scholarship in on time.

my mom and found out and made my life a living hell.

you may think she ( Read more... )

so it's sunday. & trying to write my 1984 essay. i checked out my friends lj, and kyle had left one, which he never does unless he's going through some shit. god i just feel so bad for the guy sometimes. i went to a UT Dallas presentation. it totally sucked, but i got free dinner, and it was good too. i'm going to visit UT in a couple a weeks ( Read more... )

20 hours until performance. halftime is gametime. today was a really good day. pep rally still sucks ass. chemistry was cool. i understood it. calculus was okay. i semi-understood it. eco is still gay. english is cool. she liked my college essay. she thought it was funny. i'm all proud of myself. she said i had a well-written bnw essay ( Read more... )

so like today was a really good day. idky. i finished my calculus test corrections. i got a fucking 46 on my test and i'm failing calculus. well, i hope not anymore cuz i made corrections. god i hate calculus. you think you know it, but when you see that white and black paper that says "test" everything you learned disappears. i totally ( Read more... )

so...uh. who's writing their brave new world essay? anyone...anyone.

god i just saw brad in his car at target. man he's a fucking loser. i just wanted to knock his face in. how could he do that to her? after all she's been through.

i guess for this entry i'll use a bunch of weird quotes that i heard throughout the day.  pep rally was so gay.  except the dance team was hot.  it was boring and we took the show way crazy fast.  like ludicrous speed fast.  i got nominated for a scholarship.  one person from each school, and they picked me beeshes.  calculus test totally sucked ( Read more... )

sigh...relief. well, not really, just sitting down for a second. during school, i just want out. i hate to say it, but during school, i think about band. i feel like a major geek. i can't wait for the day to be over and go to the band hall. nothing else matters. every second is so slow, especially calculus. i hate that fucking class. i'm ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in a long time. Dang. Today was cool. Practice was better than it's ever been. I just hope it stays that way. Four more days till game day. crazy. i should be doing work. man...there's this one person i want to strangle and hug at the same time. i don't know. so worried for this person. but i really can't do much anymore ( Read more... )

god i'm so bored. i got back from cc. did some dolphin watching and fishing. i caught a flounder. it was cool. too bad my sister caught like 6 trout. my dad didn't catch any. school. tomorrow. lame. i guess i just wanted to update before school started. dude south park is awesome. i love law & order svu. american dad is sweet too. ah ( Read more... )