ahh life is grand.. tonight i went to church with Ben. which by the way was AWESOME. i met this girl and shes sooo sweet. we did bible study together :o) such a sweetheart and she prayed with me about some stuff.. so thats all great. then me and Ben hung out afterwards. lol his little sister is SO funny..lol she says no to like everything and ( Read more... )

everything is glorious :) absoloutly wonderful :o)

::yesterday and today= perfect.. you know the numbers::

God is GREAT! as is my life.

oh yeah steph. i lost your number :( i looked for you though.

:o) <3 to you.

hola folks.im bored...so i figured id update my journal :o) blah.. my day was kinda crappy.. but parts of it were nice :) anywho.. im on the phone with Ben.. lol hes so retarded. makes me feel better on crappy days like this :o) well.. umm theres nothing really interesting to write about.. i watched american idol tonight for like the first time.. ( Read more... )

my weekend has been pretty great so far! Friday.. me and Ben and his mom drover around columbus.. went to the mustard seed.. to the mall..other random places lol it was so funny.. ms.Burdette cannot drive at all! lol.. then saturday woke up early went to the tannin bed.. then went with Ben and his dad and brother and his dads best friend to eat ( Read more... )

that is what i did all night lol. me and Ben have so much fun together.. it kinda makes me laugh at how people are like youve changed Ben.. youre boring now. you dont do that bad stuff no more so youre boring and kathryn has demanded you to be like this and she makes all of your decisions.. lol cause thats so not how it is.. its like half the stuff ( Read more... )

But I’ll be all right, I’m just missing you.
And this is me kissing you:
X’s and O’s

It's not the pale moon that excites me
That thrills and delights me, oh no
It's just the nearness of you

It isn't your sweet conversation
That brings this sensation, oh no
It's just the nearness of you

:o) everything is great.. itll be even greater tomorrow

hi :o) theres not really much going on lately to update about.. but theres nothing better happening so oh well. mannn today i lost all respect for someone i know. i was like dang. theres absoloutly nothing to do at my house.. and i have to do so much laundry tonight and i plan to do it all in one night cause i want my clothes done with. :) matter ( Read more... )

wow. it seems like everyone around me is sad... sad, mad or confused about something. and im not. makes me feel kinda outta the loop lol. but for real.. all of my girls are sad. :( makes me kinda sad too. i cant stand when my friends are so upset and it seems like the only thing i can do is make a joke, avoid the situation, listen, and make happy ( Read more... )

hola! :o) im sitting here with Ben.. hes spending the night. im so sleepy. i just got home from his house actually.. i had fun. he cooked me dinner. :) yumm with candles and everything :) lol ;) anyways.. im soooooooo sleepy.lol girls are retarded.. especially the ones who have dated ben.lol seriously..well anways. im off to bed. g'night. SARA CALL ( Read more... )

i love you stephanie spear. you light up my day even when youre sad. you make me laugh at your sarcastic comments towards life these past few days. i know everything will get better because you are praying. and God loves you and he will bless you endlessly if u lean to him.

i love you sara. lol as crazy as you are, and as much as you aggrivate me ( Read more... )