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so. first, im going to change my eating habit, i realize that just because i can eat and not get fat, doesnt mean i should indulge myself in things that are abd for me, im gong to start eating healthier. and on the eating subject, i am boycotting Taco Bell, because they are stupid. the people that they get their tomatoes from dont get enough money from taco bell to support them, they ae gonig into wellfare because taco bell wont raise the prices of their foor with tomato in them a half cent so these people can support themselves, how selfish is that... i mean who is going to know the difference between 1.49 and 1.50... im sure they could evenr aise it to 1.59, and people wouldnt notice...because thats just how oblivious people are.
im also going to change my work habits, like homework work, im going to stop procrastinating,and i know i always say that, but this year is my senior year, i really need to crack down and pull it together if i want to do something with my life. which i do! no more procrastinating.
why do all the mormons so self-righteous?! and why do they all think they can tell me whats good for me. i know lots of people who are not mormon and they are still amazing great people. and it amazes me some of the things mormons say, things are just so contradicting and stupid. thats one of the things i've been thinking about a lot, i konw im not a "perfect mormon" but im still a good person, and as much as they try to nit pick me, and tell me why my life is so messed up, and make me feel horrible about the way that i am, that im not going to feel bad about myself, because i have nothing to feel bad about. and that in doing so, it only pushes me farther into the thoughts ive been thinking lately. several thoughts of other people have stuck in my head and drive me crazy. more on that one later...
and im going to try to be nice to everyone, when i am civil and sincere to everyeone it starts to come to me naturally, so even when its super hard, im gong to do it, and i will befriend new people, and old, and try to mend things.
and i realize that i say im environmentally friendly, but not all of the thigs i do are, like i do the simple things like recycle, and dont waste, and all the normal stuff, but im going to do the thigns that people dont see, like yah... i was gonna go more into it, but i have to go, so yah... just some thoughts of mine... and its all just crazy mixed up stuff in my hea, nothings clear yet...