i have an 11:00 meeting with the the president, the program director, and 2 other directors here at work. i have to present a project and update everyone on how the brochure is coming along. and jennifer isn't here. i'm not nervous or anything... i swear. :-/

Youll sit alone forever
If you wait for the right time
What are you hoping for?
Im here and now Im ready
Holding on tight
Dont give away the end
The one thing that stays mine

-Jimmy Eat World

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand.....

BACKFIRE!!!

i'm hurting, i guess i should have known better than to think everything could possibly go so well.

stuff is going really well for me... i'm kinda scared actually... hoping it's all gonna last and not backfire...

...so for more reasons than one, i'm not moving to green bay. sorry nick :-/

it's kelly and amanda time... 
both: yellow
kelly: green
amanda: purple

1. What is your name? kelly, amanda

2. What color pants are you wearing? light blue jeans, dark blue jeans

3. What are you listening to right now? some crazy tv commercial

4. What is the last thing you ate? bruchetta from the pasta shop... Y UM, mcdonald's happy meal

5. Do you wish on ( Read more... )

if something big doesn't happen to me in the next couple weeks that gives me a reason to stay here... i might move to green bay.

stealing the whole quick update format i saw cober do first ( Read more... )

one of my favorite poems:

After a while you learn the subtle difference

between holding a hand and chaining a soul.

And you learn that love doesn't mean possession,

and company doesn't mean security.

And you begin to learn that kisses arent contracts,

and presents aren't promises.

And you begin to accept your defeats with your head up

and your ( Read more... )

i'm EXHAUSTED. definitly haven't slept enough this weekend. it's been stressful but relaxing, dissapointing but fun, and just overwhelming enough to make me want to cry... but i haven't let myself. almost, but not quite ( Read more... )

Coldplay ( Read more... )