i start and stop so many entries these days. It's like I am incapable of making rational thoughts anymore. And sometimes, I want to write and express how I feel, but I feel so completely empty ( Read more... )

So I guess its been awhile ( Read more... )

everybody cross their fingers and hope i win a lot of money at the casino this weekend!!!!
(then maybe i could pay for college, my car, and maybe actually something i WANTED for a change)

yeah, I know i haven't updated in awhile but it has been craaaaaaaaaazy. (in a bad way)
lets hope this weekend is better.

So upon finding out that Death Cab for Cutie is coming out with a new cd, I promptly went to their website to see if there were any tour dates around here. The answer was no on the tour dates, but I did find something that I really liked.

Remember when Death Cab was on The O.C.?!? Well, okay so if you've never watched it, they played on one of the ( Read more... )

so today i bought a $15 iTunes card. (yeah, I don't steal music anymore.. unless its from friends' computers) Out of that $15, I already spent $8. lol ( Read more... )

I know I have posted this picture before, but I ran across it in my Myspace account (http://www.myspace.com/hotshotsuperock) and decided that the picture of me and nathaniel, although I look fairly goofy and/or drunk is one of the most grown up pictures of me I have ever seen.


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"7 am: the garbage truck beep as it backs up and I start my day thinking about what I've thrown away." -incubus ( Read more... )

( stolen from EVERYONE.. but I'm really bored. )

:: new layout :: haven't done one of those in awhile ( Read more... )

You know, since the invention of digital cameras, I have become very impatience. This morning, I dropped off two 35mm rolls of film to the Meijer photo department. And I'm sitting here now, wishing they were ready. The last few times I've decided to use 35mm (that wasn't for my ART 116 class) I have paid the extra cost for One-Hour Development. But ( Read more... )