omg,i have orientaion in 2 1/2 hours .im so nervous.and im be so shy ,lol.ahh.i hate new things like this.i wonder what it will be like.Im also excited for it though.I get to start working againwhcih means money again which also means car!!!!lol ( Read more... )

omg,the beach was sooo nice. it was exactly what i needed.i was so happy out there. i love the beach.I love amber she is simple amazing and sean is hilarious and evan is a cool dude too. i got so tan it was good.im so pale.lol. now after that littl vaction i have the strengh to face any challenge that comes my way tonight. rawr *stomach growl* im ( Read more... )

I dont know what to do or if there is anything I can do.I miss Tony alot.He said we are ok but i dont know for sure unless i see him.I just wanna see him and hear his voice and hug him.It seems liek he doesnt even wanna see me.Hopefully tomorrow i can see him.he will prolly end up leavin and doing something then i wont see him for another bit.This ( Read more... )

omg,after the fight with Tony yesterday I thought my night was going to be horrable and i wasnt going to be able to have fun.But he accepted my aploigy and right when i opened the door and Tom and sean were standing there,my night was amazing from then on.I had so much freakin fun.omg,i laughed so much at Denny's I was crying. First we left my ( Read more... )

1 MORE DAY TILL TOM COMES HOME!!!!! ONE FUCKIN DAY !!!!! IM MORE EXCITED FOR HIM TO COME HOME THAN A LITLE GIRL WHEN THE ICE CREAM TRUCK ROLLS BY ( Read more... )

Where have all my friends gone?Have i become too consumed with tony,Tracy and Tom? I was able to go out to t-ville thursday night and I relised the only people that wanted to see me was Britnay/Jerrod and Joel and Tony.I used to have so many friends and I remmeber seeing all of them and having so much fun.What happened to me?What did I do to lose ( Read more... )

I dont have a car and i dont work right now and I aint got much money ( Read more... )

Last night was really fun.I got to see Tony and thats always amazing ( Read more... )

Sex changes everything.Sex cant be just sex.Sex has to have feelings and strings.At the bottom of those strings are hunks of emotion and baggage.There is no such thing of just frineds with benifts.You will eventually gain feelings for that person and when you do your the one screwed.And you cant just have sex with a ex.Once upon a time you had love ( Read more... )

So ya Marshell's called.i got the job.$7.50 an hour.Im so excited. Orientation is july 24 .im so exiteced and happy.yayayay.richelle will have money againa nd i will have a car in no time.yayaya ( Read more... )