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[hottbitch]

My head is spiltting and I just can't make it stop. I am feeling all kinds of pain and pitty for myself. I cannot make it end. I try and try to put these people behind me and no matter how hard I try they just keep comming back into my life. It's not that I don't want them there. Because ideally I want each and everylast one of these people

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[divboi5]

I'm extremley impressed that you ARE doing something to change whatever you feel needs to be changed! So many people talk about it, but few go through. This might be weird seeing that we don't talk that much, but right now, at this very moment - you're like my hero. I wish I had the strength to do what you're doing ... maybe someday soon!

=)
-aDaM-

[hottbitch]

Thank You. I've already wanted to check up on them but I've restrained so far. They say if you can do something for 17 days str8 then you will have it in your system to keep on that track... Not true for all things but we'll see.

[bones_boy_talks]

If they hurt you then why do you wish them the best?

[hottbitch]

Even though they hurt me and I will forever have issues because of it, They were there for me at times when I needed them the most. As well as they were the first for so many of life's lil pleasures. They will alwayz hold a special place in my heart. It's kind of like when your parents make you mad you get mad at the but still love them so much. Well I can't cut my parents off nor would they hurt me on purpose but friends that hurt me, I can cut off from being a part of my life.

If any of that made sense...

[anonymous]

Hey hott shit it's me Ash. I just wanted to tell you that I am so proud of the person you've become. I've known you for 8 years now and watching you change and grow into the person you are today, has truly taught me that I too can move on with my life and become a better person because of it. I know we've had our fair share of fights, but I truly feel that with each fight we learn something new and grow because of it. I know that we're not as close as we used to be, but I still consider you one of my closest friends and I will always cherish the times we have spent together. You inspire me in so many ways to be a better person and make a better life for myself. You've taught me that friends are replaceable and if they are bringing you down it's time to cut them loose. And as hard as it is, there are always your other friends to be there for you when you need comfort and support. I love you more than words can say and I hope you never forget this... I will always be there for you all you have to do is call.

[hottbitch]

Thank you! I'm super pumped about tonight though! :)

[starspc5]

I admire what a strong person you are to actully take the initiative to change the parts of your life that need to be changed,It's not an easy thing to do but in the long run it will make you happier. =)