OH, I am soo embarrassed. K,y'all remember my many entries about Derek Bowen, well guess what....HE READ EM! AHH! What if he's afraid of me now? I donno! But I really like him and don't want him to be scared away. Cuz I know he's had to hear me talkin in Spanish and now he's probly thinking...oh, she was talkin about me. *blush* well, since ( Read more... )

I wonder...if it is possible for someone to actually ask another person out without them being drop-dead gogeous or if popular people would be friends with someone if they didn't dress "to standard"? Well, this is what happened. I love my friends dearly...and I like getting positive attention from guyz... but sometimes I wonder if they like me for ( Read more... )

Well, I just thought I'd share some good newz with y'all. For a long time I've been goin thru abuncha crap and felt like i wasn't even a Christian nemore.....but i was still hangin on. N then the other day i was really missin my relationship with God and I juss felt like God's love shone all over me and I realized how much I love God and OH IT'S ( Read more... )

Welp, I was sick today so I didn't go to school...my mom'z afraid it's the flu and she'z scared but I know I'll be okay! Well, what happened today...oh, matt likes someone and he won't tell me who it is...I have a suspiscion it's Jaeme which is soo sweet! but I really wanna know...I know who all my friendz like except matt! That's not fair! gr! I ( Read more... )

Okay...today is like official Emo Day for me...I have been through so many emotions today it's not even funny! K, let's see....there was very hyper and excited then there was like low self esteem sadness....donno really how to explain that one....sick....sad....happy...nervous...in love...ha! that one is the best... cuz I really like this guy but ( Read more... )

Hey! Welp, the Christmas Formal was last night.....once I found Matt it was fun...the story is really funny though. K, we were supposed to go to Pizza Hut and meet Jaeme Josh Constance and Dinny...but my hair took two hours so I didn't have time. So, we decided to meet at Wal*Mart at 7:30 and go from there since it was like 10 minutes away from ( Read more... )

Welp, today was a day...eeks! I talked to Matt and Lou and Grant was teasing me, and I saw aaron and a bunch of other hott guys! eek gadz!

I went to a Tug Valley game with Thad and Jaeme and Samm last night and had so much fun! YAY! Thad likes Jaeme, he thinx she's hott! lol That was so funny last night, I've never seen Thad act so awkward! lol I saw Roger! YAY! lol Thad and Jaeme are meeting at the mall today and I am so excited for them! :-D Jaeme said she knew someone that liked me ( Read more... )

Welperz, today was okay I reckon! I haven't had to go to school for the past two days, but my dad has been in the hospital. So it wasn't that great. Last night i asked Matt if he would go to the formal with me and he said if he went he would go with me! That's cool! YAY! Welp, I'm gonna go! laterz!

Hmm, I'm eating toast. Buttered toast. lol I am getting this weird feeling that Matt is avoiding me. Hmm. Wonder why? lol I miss Jaeme. We had so much fun last night! I was screamin at people I din't even know! Haha! They were like what? And I was actin all crazy and scared Jaeme's friend Ryan who likes Jaeme's friend Kayla Salyers. I think that's ( Read more... )