So tell me

[hottyhotpants]

How much force would it take to run head on into a brick wall to cause myself enough harm to not have to feel this anymore. Anything would be better than the emptiness I feel. Anything. Fucking call me emo, I fucking dare you. People have no fucking idea what the fuck goes through my head. People have no fucking idea how fucking empty my heart

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[bertismyhomie]

Some how I missed this entry.
You make me laugh and cry within an hour, Amanda G.
Whoever tells you to suck it up, whoever ignores you and your feelings, whoever doesn't make you feel like you deserve to feel isn't worth this.
The people who see you as the one who is never sad, need to get a reality check. You're there for them, they should be there for you.
We both know how much people fucking SUCK ASS and how little advice I have...But I care. Don't ever doubt that.

[hottyhotpants]

thankyou michelle. mad love. for real. and I'm feeling much better now. It's a long story that I no longer want to think about, but I'm fine now.