Okay well, considering like 3 people read this its pretty pointless. But yeah. My birthdays in 15 days and people keep asking if im having a party. No, i wasnt planning on one. But now that i think about it, it could be good. Get my old posse together, plus a few kids from school. Nothing big AT ALL. As small as i can with it still being considered ( Read more... )

Yeah... uhm... i dont know. My days have been lots of emotions. Too much stuff going through my mind to even begin. Plays this Thursday and we pretty much look like shit. Cant wate to look like a fool in front of the entire school ( Read more... )

Today was a MUUUUUCH better day. My depression is pretty much gone. Last night i had a long conversation with Katie and i felt better about a lot of stuff. Then today i went to soccer tryouts at 2-4 and that sucked kinda, but then went to the movies with Katie, Amy, and some kids i didnt know lol. Amys boyfriend and such. We saw Jarhead. Soooo good ( Read more... )

depression. depression. depression. depression. lonlieness. sadness. depression. lonliness. FUUUUUUUUUUUUN. i love it how when youre upset theres ONE person you want to be there for you. theres only ONE person you wanna talk to. and they arent around. it sucks. and i love being home alone on a friday night when everyone else it out doing something ( Read more... )

This week was just horrible. Well, for the most part anyway. So i don't even want to think back on it. Lets look to the future. Tommorow I've got soccer tryouts from 2-4. After that, nothing. Sunday I have no plans. If anyone reading this is free saturday night/at all sunday, comment, i.m, or call me to make plans. Pleeeease! I need a good, fun ( Read more... )

Yesterday: Good. Just... good. I gave Nick a not asking him out ( Read more... )

Today was... alright. After i updated earlier i went to Metro Bowl with Marysa. We played DDR for an hour, then walked around Peabody. We went back to Metro Bowl and Timmy, Jimmy, and Steve B. met up with us there. We played DDR and bowled a little then we left. Now im here, online, thinking, and getting REAL mad. Im so fucking sick of convincing ( Read more... )

its 11:00 am and im awake. this shouldnt happen! lol. anyways, im up, im bored, i decided to write in this thinger. ill probably end up updating again tonight after i actually DO stuff. right now im just talking online with amy, joshy, and murphy. me and murphy are discussing the details about going out to calorado this winter. my uncle steve just ( Read more... )

i hate livejournal. this is my 4th acount cause shit always gets fucked up. oh well. anyways... IM HAPPY FINALLY!! no more depression whatsoever. i started at aggie and its been so great. most of the people there are the koolest little fuckers ever. like my wifey, krystal. (i know youre reading this wifey. cause youre the only person whos even ( Read more... )