get me out of here.

[hotwire_myheart]

back where there are always miles to be mapped and ridden and the subway could drag me anywhere if my body wasn’t so fucking stagnant. you tell me these mean things and i can hear your revelations seeping into my intestines - when I open my mouth to eat, i cannot help but to hang onto the air. you offer to help and push down on my stomach, but only

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[engulfed]

you should teach your bones to KILL, hyperventilating doesn't really do it
[missed the announcement that you were back in the city? call me at some point i am decimating some nasty bacteria at the moment but when i am fully recovered we must tear this place down, metaphorically at least, in real life we just pet kittens of course

[hotwire_myheart]

yeah, i came back friday night but have been way too sick to get out of this apartment. so instead i've been laying in bed, watching myself dishevel. too lethagric to get off my ass. i'll call you soon, when im kinda a bit better/dont have a fever.

[panda_time]

she disturbs me...

[hotwire_myheart]

my mom is actually a really amazing and intelligent person. she's also been through a lot and years of repression has made her EXTREMELY intense.

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yeah.

[panda_time]

okay, but that doesn't make what's being said any less fucked up. that's what im referring to.

[hotwire_myheart]

yeah i know, it is fucked :-/ thanks for your support. seriously. i'm going to probably be moving out of my house for the month of june.