Even if I knew what to do I'd probably still be here, wondering.

In everything you have to believe that you have a special message to share with your audience; The places where I stored self-doubt have been burned and in the black that lines my stomach new footprints are being forged. So if you believe as I believe and if you feel as I do then you must seize as many opportunities as you have to share that ( Read more... )

My life right now is a delicate balance of numbness, warm air, sweat and the feeling of 100 hands tearing me apart; it's something else entirely to think about whether or not you care about me.

KY was hot and beautiful. I came back to a mess I didn't mean to create -- I thought I was being opportune. I took all the best suggestions and not that I'm having regrets, but doubt is normal when you're put against the stone. I just keep pushing, though -- that's the one thing I do well. Tonight is raining and I slept too late and haven't heard ( Read more... )

The realization that I don't care about much and for the first time in a long time don't have to is as much a sting of excitement as it is a thorn in my side.

Also, fuck you -- The Darkness wrote some catchy songs lol

Work is killer. I just spent the night out with a dude from Norway who is the jam. North Station is filled with snow bunnies and drunk dudes who just took my phone out of my hands thinking it was a PSP. The new Fall Out Boy is incredible and you can suck off if you think otherwise. Next weekend I'm training staff in DC and the weekend after that I' ( Read more... )

Moving soon.

By this summer my life is going to be so put-back-together, you won't know shit about it. You'll be trying to get real; in the meantime I'm really getting.

I just drove 90 mph down the highway listening to "Don't Stop Believing." I tried to sms everyone important about this but anytime I let go of the wheel a little I'd begin to veer out something fierce. Clearly an ace night for CRUUUUISINGGGG ( Read more... )

Apparently, I can post from the sidekick now. This works for me. Tomorrow I am going to buy a cake. I feel like having some.

IS THIS CRYPTIC ENOUGH FOR YOU

01 Last week a few people at work said the absolute nicest things about me and really let me know that even in such a short time, I'm able to make the impact I want if I really want to. For the first time in my life working hard and doing things right is working out and I'm proud to show off a side of me that rarely anyone sees. I've gotten fucked ( Read more... )