I'm still up and functioning like, 18-19 hours a day.
I'm totally all over the place.
I have to find a place to live so I can set up a budget plan.
Kelsey is coming this weekend.
I'm doing a new record in Feb.
I need some money.
I need some food.
I need some sleep.

Blacklist back in full effect.

saw a play about the unabomber last night, but not really. i forgot how much i enjoy theater. fucked up my leg royally. enormous bruise? talked until 5am. hugged the wall at happy endings and saw sameer for the first time in like, two years. we discussed how beautiful the other is and talked about $3,000 suits and fake hands. today i woke up late, ( Read more... )

I love forgetting something and then suddenly remembering it. Like that between a few people I am owed like, $600+! Who the hell do you people think I am? LendingTree.com? Scrooge McDuck? Rich Uncle Pennybags?!

This situation begs the acronym: WTF? Seriously insulting.

Things are going well. I have been so busy with work that I am starting to feel like maybe I'm not pushing myself to appreciate things the way I did when I was unemployed. It's pretty easy to do what you want when you don't have a job. Now I have all these demands and expectations and as great as it all is, I'm missing some things. I feel like I'm ( Read more... )

12/31|01/01 was really good. Lots of crazy driving, board games, good food, great friends, new friends, loud talking, late nights, close cuddles, cold cities, sneaky sauces, shitty highway food and singing along -- all in all, all that I wanted :]

Also, I bought a new sidekick! So now we can contact each other again! :]]]]

I just heard that song from Dirty Dancing and was walking around eating a bowl of rice and suddenly found myself dancing with the bowl of rice in a very Patrick Swayze-inspired way. It was completely surreal. I didn't plan it and suddenly I realized it was happening. I don't normally dance with my food, but suddenly my elbows were out and my spine ( Read more... )

My NYR (resolution), as foolish as it seems, is going to be to write music again. People seem to keep bringing it up and I guess I sort of miss it. I don't think I'll do the same things (in fact, I'll try my hardest not to) so let's not keep bringing those things up. I don't want to play shows and I don't want people to tell me to play shows... I ( Read more... )

I guess I really hardly ever update livejournal... enough that suddenly the entire layout has changed? (again?)

LIFE UPDATE:

A few weeks ago I got hired as a Regional Manager for EF which, as you are probably unaware, is like, the largest foreign exchange program in the world. Basically I got hired to be entirely in control of every exchange ( Read more... )

I feel extremely scatter-brained. I don't know when the last time I held a steady thought was? It's getting painful to concentrate with all this anxiety. Shouldn't I just let myself be pleased? I keep focussing on all these things I can't change ( Read more... )