prettier than a stab wound
well sorry for the lack of updates and comments. I have been fairly busy with life and have found out some things about my past that I thought were truths before but then were confronted as lies. I'll explain:
Growing up I grew up without a father. as far as I can remember my "mom" was feeding me with negative statements and comments about my father not wanting to be a part of my life, he walked out on you, he hates you, and so on. It took a huge effect on my life not just not growing up with him in my lfie but not even knowing what he looks like.
Last night my aunt and I were sitting at the table talking and we brought up my father and told her what was said to me throughout my childhood. My aunt stared at me in shock and had told me that everything that was fed to me was a huge lie. On big lie stating that my father wanted to be a part of my life and my mother kept me from him. So no i sit and wonder what I should do now as far as him being in my life.
I have been doing alot of art on my computer lately also doing prep work for the EHb album covers and stuff so ive been busy. The website has already been completed just trying to find a place to put it. looking for some good hosting and such.
I have somephotos I took about a week ago with my new hair style heh.
Ill try my best to get around to commenting and such to everyones journal. I know ive been lacking lately but hopefully ill be back to do whats needed. thanks for not dropping me off the friendslists. Ill be back no worries. keep in touch.
Growing up I grew up without a father. as far as I can remember my "mom" was feeding me with negative statements and comments about my father not wanting to be a part of my life, he walked out on you, he hates you, and so on. It took a huge effect on my life not just not growing up with him in my lfie but not even knowing what he looks like.
Last night my aunt and I were sitting at the table talking and we brought up my father and told her what was said to me throughout my childhood. My aunt stared at me in shock and had told me that everything that was fed to me was a huge lie. On big lie stating that my father wanted to be a part of my life and my mother kept me from him. So no i sit and wonder what I should do now as far as him being in my life.
I have been doing alot of art on my computer lately also doing prep work for the EHb album covers and stuff so ive been busy. The website has already been completed just trying to find a place to put it. looking for some good hosting and such.
I have somephotos I took about a week ago with my new hair style heh.
Ill try my best to get around to commenting and such to everyones journal. I know ive been lacking lately but hopefully ill be back to do whats needed. thanks for not dropping me off the friendslists. Ill be back no worries. keep in touch.