Letter to Yukina

Aug 24, 2007 01:11


Yukina,

I know this is probably going to hurt you and make you mad at me, but I don't think I can do it any other way.

Sanzo and I are going to try and break through the barrier and get off the island. You know why I have to get home. I have to try, and sooner is better than later. If we succeed in breaking through, I'll try to teleport us home right away, so there won't be time to say goodbye. That's why I'm going to give this letter to Ky and ask him to give it to you if I'm not back in a day or two.

I know I'm being a coward by not saying goodbye to you, but it's entirely possible we'll fail, and then I would have put you through that for nothing. I've already hurt you enough.

And I'm not sure I'd be able to leave if I had to tell you goodbye.

I will miss you. There are a lot of things about the island it would be easier to forget, but I want to remember them all, because forgetting the island would mean forgetting you.

You mean so much to me, much more than just a friend. I don't know how to tell you how much. Or maybe I do, and I'm just too scared to say it. But since this could be my only chance -

I love you. I don't know if that means as a friend or as a lover, but maybe in the end it doesn't really matter. I just know I love you.

I'm sorry.

Kougaiji

rp, yukina

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