So much has happend. So much to tell. But i cant ( Read more... )

Im alone. again. heartbroken. again ( Read more... )

so yeah. i guess im goin to formal now. i didnt want to. still dont. but nykkie thought i should get outta the house n not sit at home alone all night. cuz i was supposed to be with my baby. :-/ but.. yeah. so i guess imma go n i gotta really pretty dress from her mommie im using ( Read more... )

last night sucked. plain n simple. as if i didnt have a crappy day for the most part.. i come home.. n the profile.. it was changed. n then.. i opend my mouth.. n asked a question that was haunting me.. n then soon regretted it.. i regretted it all. i just wanted to die at that moment. i felt so .. blank. so empty. so... undesribable. n then.. i ( Read more... )

U KNOW WHAT!!!?!!

u know what frustrated me today.. its just sooo frustrating. no matter how hard i looked.. i did not see him.. but other ppl did!!!! :-( MEH TO THEM! HES MINEEE ALL MINE! N ALL MINE TO LOOK AT DANG IT!! .. hah wowwies. its just.. i was ready today. i was ready to be how i wanted to be!! n well.. i wanted to see him! god im iss ( Read more... )

ppl are low.. very very low.

why cant u just let me be happy?

why cant u just let US be?

so i came home from school today after 2nd hour. felt crappy. went to the dr ( Read more... )

Laurel effing rocks. she made my LJ so pretty. AGAIN. =) gotta love that gurl.

last night rockd. it was so much fun. i cant even begin to explain... haha.

Travis is gettin better. thats good. i miss my poor guy. aww he was so sick. i loves hims!

uhm i havent been feelin the greatest today.. i went to church n youth group.. n then i came home n ( Read more... )

no one believs ne more god dang it! .. i havent gotten a comment in forever long. whats happening to this world.. has everyone stopped believing?!!?!!

lol. im lame. im tired. im runnin on like 1 hour of sleep. n i feel kinda sick. icky. im goin to bed now

I MISS MY BABY! get better travis i love yous!

ON THE FLOOR!!!!

Hmph, yesterday was so blah for a while... cuz my baby was soooo sick and i havent seen in forever and i MISS HIM SOOO MUCH... hes gots to gets better soon... i feel so bad cuz hes like got the super bad flu and theres nothing i can do to make him feel any better...:-( I Loves My Travis SOOOO MuCh!

ok, now for a very interesting ( Read more... )