im trying to start writing again.
i got a new journal though.
i wanna delete this one.
i hate who i was in seventh grade ha.
not that im much better now, but
wtfuxxfml .
i added most everyone, but add me if i didnt.
<33.

why lie?.
things are not easy.
at all.
i dont know what i want.
but i know it isnt this.

and hey, now that i finally stood up for myself i feel more alone then ever.
was it even worth it?.

something is really wrong.

well then. its been..interesting. i went to new york on the fifteenth of june and came home the seventeenth of july. it was long, but really really great. i miss my friends there so much, its like..i dont see them for a whole year and i miss them so much, but when i come back its like nothing has changed. i really needed the vacation, i mean, im ( Read more... )

i hate holidays and i dont really know why ( Read more... )

well im pretty bored.
sup?

im bored.
how is eveeryone?

new screenname for those who are blind to myspace.
canxikickit

blahblahblah<3.

ever so stressed, and so "cried out" that you feel like you are going to throw up?
yeah.
well.

i honestly want to be disowned.
and i think im failing school.

so..
long time no update.
life is..
idk.
my moms getting more surgey on.. monday? hopefully the last one.

im so exhausted after school i can barely function..
so i dont really.
i just kinda sit here. and dont do anything. and rot really.

if i dont start doing my homework i am not going to be able to graduate with honors, not that it means anything, some ( Read more... )